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"The following is a declaration, it is how I feel right now and I think it is more suited as a piece of work than a journal entry."
I stated upon positioning myself in front of the computer. Sitting here I knew what I wanted to say it was just a case of saying it really, hopefully with some kind of logical thought progression.
"Every now and then we all come across something in our life’s that makes us think. I find it hard to believe that anyone out there has lead a life with out ever having something in their life make them stop and think, even for a second. With that said I sit here and I ponder. Now my life has just got a bit more complicated, that makes me think, that makes me think that I am incapable of change. See I have fallen for the same old trick that I always do, you think I would learn that falling for a mate is a bad idea but still I continue with doing what I know I shouldn’t. This time…this time it’s…different though, see I’m pretty sure she doesn’t like me in that way but that’s not the difference, the difference here is that I think I might only like the idea of liking her. This I quickly disregarded as a silly idea and continued to think. I mean I want to tell her it’s just a case of timing I suppose. I mean she seems to have a lot going on right now and I think the last thing she needs is me to tell her how I feel. Oh well, a creature of habit, that’s what they’d call me, a creature of habit.”
A momentary pause, I stand up, turn off the light and lie on my bed, ready to spend another night with this, my declaration.

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"The following is a declaration, it is how I feel right now and I think it is more suited as a piece of work than a journal entry."
I stated upon positioning myself in front of the computer. Sitting here I knew what I wanted to say it was just a case of saying it really, hopefully with some kind of logical thought progression.
"Every now and then we all come across something in our life’s that makes us think. I find it hard to believe that anyone out there has lead a life with out ever having something in their life make them stop and think, even for a second. With that said I sit here and I ponder. Now my life has just got a bit more complicated, that makes me think, that makes me think that I am incapable of change. See I have fallen for the same old trick that I always do, you think I would learn that falling for a mate is a bad idea but still I continue with doing what I know I shouldn’t. This time…this time it’s…different though, see I’m pretty sure she doesn’t like me in that way but that’s not the difference, the difference here is that I think I might only like the idea of liking her. This I quickly disregarded as a silly idea and continued to think. I mean I want to tell her it’s just a case of timing I suppose. I mean she seems to have a lot going on right now and I think the last thing she needs is me to tell her how I feel. Oh well, a creature of habit, that’s what they’d call me, a creature of habit.”
A momentary pause, I stand up, turn off the light and lie on my bed, ready to spend another night with this, my declaration.