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i have never spenta moment in alaska,
though spending days
on end in a land without
sunlight holds a certain
allure i cannot describe
on my own
&is there hope for me
splayed beneath your fingers
in the canvas of my veins, the
corridors of my crooked ribcage
every night is wasted and they just go
on&on&on&on&
to understand misery i think
you need strut in my
stilettos;for pain,
watch your own eyes when
you start to come back down
to understand what is means
to truly ache in a place
no medicine can soothe you,
you whose own fault this is, you
who refuse to take no blame, you
who escapes without suffering, you
need but listen with your ear to
the keyhole as my pulse deteriorates
&i pray to god somewhere beneath
the sex&drugs&misdeeds you rem-
ember why i was the on you called
late at night when the sky was fal-
ling down around your ears.
more than anything i
fantasize that someday you
remember how to crease your
lips to spit out the words
i love you
&you used to say it so beautifully
