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well, i finally decided to post this.

i drew this while i waz up in oregon, around twothouzand, when i waz about twentyone, which would be just after my last acid trip, sitting in a big plastik chair on the front porch of our apartment, next to a cemetary, stoned off my ass. i drew another pencil drawing around the same time, of my alien self walking on muscle memoriez inside my brain, but i haven't been able to find either original picture, i just have this file left. i've lost so much of my shyt over the yearz, that waz so precious to me, i phuking hate that.

in the 'muscle memory' picture, i had a bald little alien with tool like 3yez (kinda like the 'opiate' cover), wearing a tool shirt, walking down a pathway on a strand of brain tissue, with other strandz in the background, with tool 3yez peeking out of the muscle foldz. it waz pretty wicked. and i don't draw. ever. i can't draw for shyt, i suck royally. but i waz stoned, and had this image in my head, and sat down with a pencil and drawing pad, and tripped out theze picturez.

this one iz a self portrait kinda thing of me, in my future. the archway waz suppozed to say 'aquarius', but my high wore off before i could get that done. the pillarz have a crescent moon, and a sun above them. i waz walking thru the archway, signifying that i had just entered the aquarian age, like a rite of passage, or something. in my forehead, i have two handz prying open my forehead from the inside, revealing my Th3rd 3ye, that looks like tool'z 3ye, from ænima. then, my 3yeballz are suppozed to be mirrored, with the reflection of the new sunrize horizon infront of me. my hair iz really long, and my goat iz really long, kinda symbolizing the goat of an ancient egyptian pharaoh, or something. also, i had read or heard something a really long time ago, when i waz quite young, that someone thought that when their saviour comez back, they'll be able to tell by whether hiz grin curlz up on one side. that waz so long ago, and i waz so young, that i didn't really know what it meant, and i can't remember it that well, like where i even heard it from. but i've alwayz had that smile, so i put it into this picture. but it also iz the kind of grin i would give when we ascend to the digital consciousness, and all our mindz link up telepathikally, and to start off the evolved, instantaneous communication, all i do iz give this grin, and the new age beginz. that's a vizion i had on acid a long time ago.

my 3yez are mirrored, becauze of another vizion i had on acid, and i've even written about it in poemz and whatnot, like the line in one of my sunrize poemz, 'like the mirrored 3ye of your inner god'. so much of my poetry iz inspired by, or even based on vizionz, dreamz, and acid trips i've had, and all my vizionz, dreamz, acid trip, and writingz tie in together, to create kind of a 'prediction', for lack of a better word. languagez created by people who do not believe in evolution, seriously lack in thoze areaz. so ozztek industriez will hopefully come up with a new language, an evolved language, to prepare us for the next age.

i'm only keeping this picture here for a little while, and then, if i decide to keep it online at all, it will be moved to my scraps. this iz a personal thing for me, so sharing it iz not really my preference. i'd rather wait till i get someone to make an updated digital verzion of it, with cool colourz and shyt. which, i intend, actually, to put something like that in the sleeve of my speed of mind album, the cover being a sunrize on a beach picture, with me levitating a foot off the beach, with my armz spread. a planet in the sky, purple sky, small pink cloudz, orange water, and tan sand. and the sun iz white, with almost light blue edge, to look like sirius, my home sun. our home sun. which iz another vizion i've had. but i'll go into that one later.

so, this iz about ten yearz old. i like looking back on it, and the memoriez and shyt, but i rarely do, cauze my sight haz been adapted or upgraded to higher quality vizual standardz. i wonder if it had anything to do with me getting a huge ass monitor and awesome vizualstylez. who knowz. so, enjoy this image while it's here. thoughts and/or vizionz are welcome. and storiez about your acid trips are alwayz welcome. have phun.

Description
well, i finally decided to post this.

i drew this while i waz up in oregon, around twothouzand, when i waz about twentyone, which would be just after my last acid trip, sitting in a big plastik chair on the front porch of our apartment, next to a cemetary, stoned off my ass. i drew another pencil drawing around the same time, of my alien self walking on muscle memoriez inside my brain, but i haven't been able to find either original picture, i just have this file left. i've lost so much of my shyt over the yearz, that waz so precious to me, i phuking hate that.

in the 'muscle memory' picture, i had a bald little alien with tool like 3yez (kinda like the 'opiate' cover), wearing a tool shirt, walking down a pathway on a strand of brain tissue, with other strandz in the background, with tool 3yez peeking out of the muscle foldz. it waz pretty wicked. and i don't draw. ever. i can't draw for shyt, i suck royally. but i waz stoned, and had this image in my head, and sat down with a pencil and drawing pad, and tripped out theze picturez.

this one iz a self portrait kinda thing of me, in my future. the archway waz suppozed to say 'aquarius', but my high wore off before i could get that done. the pillarz have a crescent moon, and a sun above them. i waz walking thru the archway, signifying that i had just entered the aquarian age, like a rite of passage, or something. in my forehead, i have two handz prying open my forehead from the inside, revealing my Th3rd 3ye, that looks like tool'z 3ye, from ænima. then, my 3yeballz are suppozed to be mirrored, with the reflection of the new sunrize horizon infront of me. my hair iz really long, and my goat iz really long, kinda symbolizing the goat of an ancient egyptian pharaoh, or something. also, i had read or heard something a really long time ago, when i waz quite young, that someone thought that when their saviour comez back, they'll be able to tell by whether hiz grin curlz up on one side. that waz so long ago, and i waz so young, that i didn't really know what it meant, and i can't remember it that well, like where i even heard it from. but i've alwayz had that smile, so i put it into this picture. but it also iz the kind of grin i would give when we ascend to the digital consciousness, and all our mindz link up telepathikally, and to start off the evolved, instantaneous communication, all i do iz give this grin, and the new age beginz. that's a vizion i had on acid a long time ago.

my 3yez are mirrored, becauze of another vizion i had on acid, and i've even written about it in poemz and whatnot, like the line in one of my sunrize poemz, 'like the mirrored 3ye of your inner god'. so much of my poetry iz inspired by, or even based on vizionz, dreamz, and acid trips i've had, and all my vizionz, dreamz, acid trip, and writingz tie in together, to create kind of a 'prediction', for lack of a better word. languagez created by people who do not believe in evolution, seriously lack in thoze areaz. so ozztek industriez will hopefully come up with a new language, an evolved language, to prepare us for the next age.

i'm only keeping this picture here for a little while, and then, if i decide to keep it online at all, it will be moved to my scraps. this iz a personal thing for me, so sharing it iz not really my preference. i'd rather wait till i get someone to make an updated digital verzion of it, with cool colourz and shyt. which, i intend, actually, to put something like that in the sleeve of my speed of mind album, the cover being a sunrize on a beach picture, with me levitating a foot off the beach, with my armz spread. a planet in the sky, purple sky, small pink cloudz, orange water, and tan sand. and the sun iz white, with almost light blue edge, to look like sirius, my home sun. our home sun. which iz another vizion i've had. but i'll go into that one later.

so, this iz about ten yearz old. i like looking back on it, and the memoriez and shyt, but i rarely do, cauze my sight haz been adapted or upgraded to higher quality vizual standardz. i wonder if it had anything to do with me getting a huge ass monitor and awesome vizualstylez. who knowz. so, enjoy this image while it's here. thoughts and/or vizionz are welcome. and storiez about your acid trips are alwayz welcome. have phun.