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Published: 2007-08-03 00:21:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 132; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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This isn't supposed to be funny. It's just me venting.SO. This isn't an exaggeration, I REALLY DO get like that. ...except for cutting. I don't actually cut myself. (I've thought about it though, but I'm too afraid I'd slice into a vein and that would hurt a lot) And...I guess I don't *really* get sugar blood either, but that's there to stand for something else...two good health reasons why I shouldn't eat large quantities of sugar like I do.
But, yeah...everything else...I really get that bad. When I'm hyper I get it so bad that it hurts. When I'm depressed I just want to die. When I'm mad I really just want to stab someone (maybe not KILL them...I haven't gotten THAT bad yet). When I'm really super hormonal....(not all the time, it's usually not that bad) ....yeah. The last two aren't as extreme, but I get like that just as often.
I did this to vent, like I said...because I've been like all of these a lot lately. Seriously. IT'S WEIRD. And annoying. I'd rather just be one mood most of the day, not five different moods over the course of twelve hours. It sucks
Mature because of language...because some people flip out over my language. SO THIS WAY THEY CAN'T SEE IT.
crappy artwork is mine, do not steal/copy/repost elsewhere.
Blech. I really hate yellow.
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I wanted to laugh so bad on the harmonal one and the first one
Cant..Library...
They might kick me out...
Need fast internet D<
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Uh...thanks? It wasn't supposed to be funny, but I'm glad you like it.
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Yuuuuup. I know exactly what you feel. In fact, the way you put this together really says alot about how those feelings just cycle through, and it leaves you feeling like the last one at the bottom-right. Sometimes, I just don't know what the hell to feel. It's weird. I know how annoying it can be too. It's like "Dammit! Why can't I just stay happy for a few hours!?" But I guess you can say it's a good thing to know that you are in touch with your feelings. In the end, I end up feeling a little more complete that way.
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huh. Yeah, the bottom right one is kinda how I feel afterwards sometimes. Just like WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME.
I think I'd like to be just a little less in touch with my feelings, because every single one of them that I mentioned will get so bad that it feels like they're eating my insides out, even the happy/hyper one. Even when I feel genuinely it still hurts just a little most of the time...probably because I know it'll go away soon >.<
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I LOVE YOUR WOLVES! I'M A DRAGON!
I USED TO BE A DRAGON, IN MY PAST LIFE!!!!!!
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lol, sorry xD I wasn't prepared for that I guess. xD Hey, you coming to the anime con in September? Kristyn and I were talking about it and she said you might come.
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Yeah...I'm just a freak.
I might. I'd be going with my friends from art class though, as they're the ones dragging me. They're really the only reason I'd be going. I don't like anime...
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You're not a freak; you simply have a different way of expressing yourself from me. I think that's why we don't seem to get along anymore, we've just become so different. It isn't bad; it's just a natural part of life. No one's wrong, we're all just human, with our own different goals and views on life. 
Really? Well, don't go if you don't want to. You should never let anyone make you do something you don't wish to do. Plus, if they are true anime fans they'll want to get there at the crack of dawn! In other words, your bedtime. lol xD
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