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Description It's been a long time coming since I've seen your face
I've been everywhere and back trying to replace
Everything that I've had, till my feet went numb
Praying like a fool that's been on the run...

"Act natural..." I whispered to myself, letting out a quiet huff. My golden skin looked bronze in the dim lighting, as I quietly paced around the room. Where was he? "He's always late, don't worry.." I murmured, staring at the door in a fit of worry. Did a monster get him? No, no he's just screwing around. "He'd better hurry..." I said aloud. That idiot man swore he'd been here, after not coming here in weeks, he swore. I sighed to myself, those weeks having been a living hell as I looked for something to take my mind of him. I fell into a chair with a frustrated groan. Then quickly whispered an apology, hoping it wasn't Mr. Chair, but luckily got no response. Where was he...

Heart still beating but it's not working
It's like a million dollar phone that you just can't ring
I reached out trying to love, but I feel nothing
Yeah, my heart is numb...

I stumbled quickly along the dark halls, tripping multiple times as I steadied my steps, but not by much. Everything seemed to be an obstacle. I couldn't explain what I had been doing those couple weeks. I couldn't tell him I was just bored with the game... That would break his heart. Of course, there were other reasons. Like... Marzia. I sighed deeply, flaring my nostrils, remember her choice of wording. "That game is making you crazy!". Shaking my head and quickly catching myself before I fell flat on my face, I shivered. Now that Marzia was gone, I could play all I wanted. I had been the one to end it. I didn't love her.

But with you
I feel again
Yeah with you
I can feel again
Yeah...

I chuckled quietly. He wasn't coming. He smiled sadly at the door for a couple minutes, slowly getting up and walking towards it. I winced at the coldness of the knob, goosebumps gathering up my arm. I missed him so much, why didn't he come? Shaking Β the thought away, I pulled open the wooden door with a groan of age from it's hinges. The thought wouldn't go away, though. If he did come, by some freak miracle, then could I tell him how I felt? When he was away, it was... horrible. But when he was around, with me, I felt so happy, and... Only with him.

I'm feeling better
Since you know me
I was a lonely soul
But that's the old me...

I breathed heavily, bending against my knees for support when I heard something open. I gasped, letting out a scared, uncontrollable whimper escape my mouth. I sang in a terrified whisper, running and diving behind a pile of boxes, the ones that had been tripping me for what had felt like an eternity. As I hid, I listened quietly. That sounded like no monster, it was actually taking steps and not dragging it's distorted feet around. I heard no sounds either, making me look up from my hiding place slowly. I grinned widely, leaping away from where I had hid and tackled the figure. "Stephano!" I yelled happily, feeling better in this place already. And better than I had in weeks. It had all been so lonely, but now, I was safe. Or as safe as it gets here.

It's been a long time coming since I've seen your face
I've been everywhere and back trying to replace
Everything that I broke till my feet went numb
Praying like a fool that just shot a gun...

I yelped in surprise as something hit against me, knocking me to the floor and taking the breath from my lungs. I gasped, bringing a hand to my chest as the thing hugged me tightly, yelling my name in an excited tone. "G-get... off!" I coughed, shoving what was on me away roughly. I sat up, breathing heavily and trying to regain my breath. I heard a Β quiet apology, and looked up to see who my attacker was. I grinned happily, a tint of sadness written over it though as I saw who I had been awaiting. His blonde hair swept carefully to the side, his blue eyes shining a brilliant color even in the dark hall. I grinned, lurching forward to bring back the hug. It had been so long since I'd seen that face I had admired. Trying to hard to keep it away from my thoughts, but failed. "A-allos, Pewdie." I whispered, trying to keep my composure. "I... I've been waiting for you."

Heart still beating, but it's not working
It's like a hundred thousand voices that just can't sing
I reached out, trying to love, but I feel nothing
Oh, my heart is numb...

I looked at him for a moment, before smiling sadly. "I'm sorry I kept you waiting. I... I've missed you." I chuckled. I sighed quietly, releasing my grip and standing slowly. I brushed my jeans off, watching as Stephano stood after me. "Where have you been?" he asked quietly, giving me a look I've never seen from him before: Worry and confusion. I sighed quietly, deciding to tell him the truth. He's all I had. "I... Marzia... left. I... didn't love her." I murmured quietly, but raised an eyebrow to see Stephano wash over with a look of slight relief. "Oh, Pewdes, I'm so sorry..." he muttered halfheartedly. I frowned. "What...?" I asked quietly, tilting my head to the side.

But with you
I feel again
Yeah, with you
I can feel again
But with you...
(I'm feeling better since you know me)
I feel again...
(I was a lonely soul, but that's the old me)
Yeah, with you...
(I'm feeling better since you know me)
I can feel again....
(I was a lonely soul)...

I looked at Pewdie was a quiet sigh, not meaning to hurt him. No, I had to tell the truth. I was so scared, terrified in fact. He could hate me, leave me forever. But... I'm the mighty Stephano. Yeah. I'm the mighty Stephano. "I..." I sighed quietly, but Pewdie's vibrant eyes just stared into me. "I can feel... with you..." I murmured, glancing down at the moldy floor. I shook my head lightly, nothing but silence engulfing the hall. "W-what do you..." Pewdie finally whispered, barely audible. I glanced up, but nothing else.

I'm feeling better, since you know me. I was a lonely soul...
But that's the old me.
I'm feeling better, since you know me. I was a lonely soul...
But that's the old me.
I'm feeling better, since you know me. I was a lonely soul...
But that's the old me...

I didn't understand, what was he trying to say? I stared at him, trying to read his emotions. But I only saw what little he showed. I flinched as Stephano groaned in frustration, whatever he was trying to say left him frustrated. "Pewdes, you idiot..." he whispered, his voice cracking. He smiled sadly, shaking his head. "You... idiot..." he whispered again, and I frowned. "Just say it..." I murmured, but winced at Stephano looked up at me sharply. "I can't. Figure it out." he grumbled, walking off. "Wait, Stephano!" I yelled, trotting after him. I stopped dead in my trail though. I understood completely, now...
"Stephano..." I whispered, watching his back walk off.
"I... lo... you... too.." I said awkwardly, hoping it was worth a try. But it was true. I never... loved... Marzia.
It was always him.

I'm feeling better, since you know me...
I was a lonely soul, but that's the old me...
A little wiser now from what you show me...
Yeah, I feel again...

Feel again...
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Comments: 15

x-Lilya [2014-06-16 13:32:07 +0000 UTC]

IS SO CUTE ! Your fiction is so awesome ! Thanks ! >////< Really, i love it !

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ExterminatorExploder In reply to x-Lilya [2014-06-16 18:54:40 +0000 UTC]

I appreciate that

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GonzalesYaoiFan [2013-03-09 15:05:03 +0000 UTC]

*Cries* ITS SO CUTEIFUL!(I MADE A WORD! )

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ExterminatorExploder In reply to GonzalesYaoiFan [2013-03-09 23:31:58 +0000 UTC]

XD thankers~

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Kinaaaaa [2013-01-12 19:34:08 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful again
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY ? T-T
More like this....

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ExterminatorExploder In reply to Kinaaaaa [2013-01-12 19:43:40 +0000 UTC]

;w; I'm sorry it just comes out~!
Psh... songs and their inspiration...
I'll be sure to make more lighthearted ones~ Thankers for all the love

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Kinaaaaa In reply to ExterminatorExploder [2013-01-12 19:47:52 +0000 UTC]

Welcome :3

(Btw , I'm trying to make one.... I'll show you...)

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ExterminatorExploder In reply to Kinaaaaa [2013-01-12 19:55:02 +0000 UTC]

Awesome~
I don't see many of these uh, "song-fics" heh, I'll be looking forward to it~

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Kinaaaaa In reply to ExterminatorExploder [2013-01-12 20:00:41 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing "space bound" by EMINEM
'Cause I love him

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ExterminatorExploder In reply to Kinaaaaa [2013-01-12 20:15:00 +0000 UTC]

I don't listen to Eminem a lot, but that is one of his better songs ^^

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Kinaaaaa In reply to ExterminatorExploder [2013-01-12 20:16:28 +0000 UTC]

Yeah

(I have a question , How I write in italic ?)

sorry for my bad english

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ExterminatorExploder In reply to Kinaaaaa [2013-01-12 20:20:22 +0000 UTC]

It's fine ^^

To make it italic, before the sentence, write this without the spaces: < i >
and to stop it from being italic, after you're done writing in italics, type this with no spaces: < / i >
< i >Like so~< / i >
:3

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Kinaaaaa In reply to ExterminatorExploder [2013-01-12 20:23:29 +0000 UTC]

Thank's :3

'kay i'm gonna credit you for the idea

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ExterminatorExploder In reply to Kinaaaaa [2013-01-12 20:43:16 +0000 UTC]

Welcome ~

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Kinaaaaa In reply to ExterminatorExploder [2013-01-12 20:45:28 +0000 UTC]

<3

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