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                                                 Falling From Cloud Nine
Sometimes I feel like I'm just going through this life doing the normal routine and I don't know why.

Everywhere I go I'm just getting by wondering why I just can't seem to get that high… off life.

Looking all around as I walk I see the smiling face in this world around me and I think to myself …. Why, oh why can't I get their high?

So I bow my head low as it sinks into my shoulders and the fake smile on my face slowly turns to a true frown…

Watching my feet as I walk I think to myself…

Why does it seem when love has you flying so high like you're on cloud nine, care free, and amazingly happy, does something have to happen to bring you spiraling back down to earth ? all control lost and smiles taken over by frowns, tears flow from once dry eyes as happiness fades.

You try and try to regain control as your heart pours it's feelings out of your mouth in a seemingly endless stream saying sorry over and over again though you don't know why.  Feelings are hidden no more everything is poured out in that last ditch effort to save that high.

Rivers of tears flow from sad eyes as fords flow like a waterfall from quivering lips in that last ditch effort to save a heart from shattering into small fragments. As hope begins to fade the tears thicken and words become more and more desperate.  But still to no avail.

Attempt after failed attempt to save what you worked so hard to create has been done. As tears run dry and hope fades away the words still flow and the lip still quivers a hole forms and is filled fast with pain and sorrow.

As the realization of loss sets in and your heart's funeral has begun the tears flow yet again a thought forms…..

Was it even worth the pain and tears to try and high a love that has already been tossed aside like used tissues by the one you love? Did she even care? Was her love as genuine as yours? How something so amazing could be tossed aside so easily over one misunderstood joke to a friend? Was there ever even any trust in me?

Those questions, though not all asked, have their answers clear……

So goodbye by former love for I cannot take this pain again, nor will i…..

Though If your mind is ever changed know this, you will always have a very  special place in my heart…

I love you, I miss you, and though you may not trust me, I trust you…….
                                                      <3                                                                             <3

Description
                                                 Falling From Cloud Nine
Sometimes I feel like I'm just going through this life doing the normal routine and I don't know why.

Everywhere I go I'm just getting by wondering why I just can't seem to get that high… off life.

Looking all around as I walk I see the smiling face in this world around me and I think to myself …. Why, oh why can't I get their high?

So I bow my head low as it sinks into my shoulders and the fake smile on my face slowly turns to a true frown…

Watching my feet as I walk I think to myself…

Why does it seem when love has you flying so high like you're on cloud nine, care free, and amazingly happy, does something have to happen to bring you spiraling back down to earth ? all control lost and smiles taken over by frowns, tears flow from once dry eyes as happiness fades.

You try and try to regain control as your heart pours it's feelings out of your mouth in a seemingly endless stream saying sorry over and over again though you don't know why.  Feelings are hidden no more everything is poured out in that last ditch effort to save that high.

Rivers of tears flow from sad eyes as fords flow like a waterfall from quivering lips in that last ditch effort to save a heart from shattering into small fragments. As hope begins to fade the tears thicken and words become more and more desperate.  But still to no avail.

Attempt after failed attempt to save what you worked so hard to create has been done. As tears run dry and hope fades away the words still flow and the lip still quivers a hole forms and is filled fast with pain and sorrow.

As the realization of loss sets in and your heart's funeral has begun the tears flow yet again a thought forms…..

Was it even worth the pain and tears to try and high a love that has already been tossed aside like used tissues by the one you love? Did she even care? Was her love as genuine as yours? How something so amazing could be tossed aside so easily over one misunderstood joke to a friend? Was there ever even any trust in me?

Those questions, though not all asked, have their answers clear……

So goodbye by former love for I cannot take this pain again, nor will i…..

Though If your mind is ever changed know this, you will always have a very  special place in my heart…

I love you, I miss you, and though you may not trust me, I trust you…….
                                                      <3                                                                             <3