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I was the best damn thing that ever happened to you. I should have been the only important thing to you, because I was the only thing that ever cared. You cannot inject me in your veins, but you could have held me close til we became one. You could have loved me, poured all your anger, sorrow, terror and confusion into me, because that was what I was there for.

I loved you.

I spent every waking hour of every day ripping at my insides trying to find every shred of willpower to stay with you. I ripped to the point there was nothing left.

My insides became an embodyment on your skin, the marks you leave from your jagged finger nails, picking at unseen terrors scares me.

The length at which I will go to fix you does too.

I loved you.

I split myself in two to save your soul, by pouring my being into a cup and serving it to you every morning with your breakfast.

I swallowed my pride and it clawed it's way out of mouth.

I slept beside you every night and let my hopes and dreams invade into your mind as I let my nightmares of losing you overtake me.

I let myself fall apart completely because I cared enough about you to realize you can beat this.

Everytime I watch you prick holes into your arms, I find gaping rips inside my heart cavaties.

Holes inside that will never mend but only grow as I cry myself to sleep at night feeling you shake beside me.

I loved you.

Every time you promise and everytime you lie you can see the pain in my eyes. Yet the monster drowns me out.

The creature that has grown inside you is now your heart beat, and there's no room left for me.

When I leave I will take nothing of myself. I will leave it in a neat pile beside the picture of us standing together beside the sea.

I will leave myself completely so when you pick up the pieces of yourself, you can fill in the gaps with my left overs.

When you sit alone at night and the darkness begins to weigh down on your entire body and begins suffocating you with lonliness

Pick up what's left of me and hold it close. I wont feel it, but you will.
Maybe the ghost of me is what it will take to remind you you're alive.

You can take what belongs to you and fix yourself because

I loved you.

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I was the best damn thing that ever happened to you. I should have been the only important thing to you, because I was the only thing that ever cared. You cannot inject me in your veins, but you could have held me close til we became one. You could have loved me, poured all your anger, sorrow, terror and confusion into me, because that was what I was there for.

I loved you.

I spent every waking hour of every day ripping at my insides trying to find every shred of willpower to stay with you. I ripped to the point there was nothing left.

My insides became an embodyment on your skin, the marks you leave from your jagged finger nails, picking at unseen terrors scares me.

The length at which I will go to fix you does too.

I loved you.

I split myself in two to save your soul, by pouring my being into a cup and serving it to you every morning with your breakfast.

I swallowed my pride and it clawed it's way out of mouth.

I slept beside you every night and let my hopes and dreams invade into your mind as I let my nightmares of losing you overtake me.

I let myself fall apart completely because I cared enough about you to realize you can beat this.

Everytime I watch you prick holes into your arms, I find gaping rips inside my heart cavaties.

Holes inside that will never mend but only grow as I cry myself to sleep at night feeling you shake beside me.

I loved you.

Every time you promise and everytime you lie you can see the pain in my eyes. Yet the monster drowns me out.

The creature that has grown inside you is now your heart beat, and there's no room left for me.

When I leave I will take nothing of myself. I will leave it in a neat pile beside the picture of us standing together beside the sea.

I will leave myself completely so when you pick up the pieces of yourself, you can fill in the gaps with my left overs.

When you sit alone at night and the darkness begins to weigh down on your entire body and begins suffocating you with lonliness

Pick up what's left of me and hold it close. I wont feel it, but you will.
Maybe the ghost of me is what it will take to remind you you're alive.

You can take what belongs to you and fix yourself because

I loved you.