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I woke up not wanting to live. After about ten minutes I reluctantly got out of bed. I started to get dressed when something popped into my head. "No." I told myself, "later if at all." I went back to getting ready for school, then it became to much- the wanting, the needing, for it to go away, to become numb and feel nothing, oh such release it will be! I opened the second kitchen drawer, all the magic white and orange bottles came running toward me wanting to fill my every need. The first one I snatched was the correct one, pain relief- I only needed one but I took out two. I got a glass of water and sat on the table, just about to take them, my need already calming down. That was when I stopped and stared at them. "
Go on take them... its ok... go on...,
," I say to myself. I was about to put those magical amber jewels in my mouth. "
... No!
" I shouted. I put them back in the bottle, shut the door and went back to getting ready for school.

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I woke up not wanting to live. After about ten minutes I reluctantly got out of bed. I started to get dressed when something popped into my head. "No." I told myself, "later if at all." I went back to getting ready for school, then it became to much- the wanting, the needing, for it to go away, to become numb and feel nothing, oh such release it will be! I opened the second kitchen drawer, all the magic white and orange bottles came running toward me wanting to fill my every need. The first one I snatched was the correct one, pain relief- I only needed one but I took out two. I got a glass of water and sat on the table, just about to take them, my need already calming down. That was when I stopped and stared at them. "
Go on take them... its ok... go on...,
," I say to myself. I was about to put those magical amber jewels in my mouth. "
... No!
" I shouted. I put them back in the bottle, shut the door and went back to getting ready for school.