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Published: 2017-04-23 01:57:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 627; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 0
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Description INCOMING NOVEL, but TL;DR = New Fursona, who dis?

I've been going through some personal things for a few months. But not bad things. If fact, what is the complete opposite of an identity crisis...? Because that.
As I get older, I'm realizing that I'm quite at peace with myself and my self-image.  I am who I am and I'm... okay with that.  Actually, I've been this level of self-actualized for quite some time. It only occurred to me recently.

That said, Specs  has always been a true-to-self fursona since her creation like... 14 years ago.  She is my Ego; the reality character.  In this fandom, I've noticed it's a little rarer to have a 'sona that's not idealized to some extent.  There's nothing wrong with that, in fact, I'm sure that's the fun of making a fursona: someone cool to represent you.  Specs is cool, but has always been exactly me... as I am... since middle teendom.  She grew with me, but I figured that eventually she couldn't grow with me anymore.

When Nuno  came along; yes, there was psychology babble about her creation as well.  Nuno is my Id- the childlike creature of impulse.  Tho I haven't drawn much of her, her nature reflects just how simple of a critter she is.  Tho deemed a secondary fursona, I can't say I identified with her on the same level as Specs.

My Superego character isn't furry, but has been around for a VERY long time. Probably the first of the three that I actually gave a physical form to. Everyone has a figurative voice of reason, etc., mine was far more significant during a very turbulent time in my life, and likely a huge contributor to my emotional health today. (Lol, "tortured artist" stereotype was no joke back then.)

So. I've realized: The balance of these three psychology-based OCs is probably most what I feel nowadays.  And because I'm still furry trash (and proud), I feel like I my best representation should reflect that.  And here we are. A literal combination, lol.
She doesn't have a name yet and it's kind of killing me since she's so very defined? I just don't really know what to call her.  But she's a weird fusion with some semblance of backstory and she's weird and I love her.  Stand by  for spam.

Also, there was much more to this introduction piece, but I got impatient trying to capture it artistically. The chibi version will have to do.
SFW version. Original version here .

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