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Each day I go about my life’s routine,
Largely unseen, yet I remain serene
As I lie to those who I hold close,
and die again, with each dose.

I wake each morn and plead to God
Even though to me he’s a simple façade,
Still I plead for happiness, not grief
and receive not even the slightest relief.

I’d give my life to finally feel,
the happiness one cannot steal.
But it seems I cannot ever revert
I’ll always be stuck with this hurt

Until the day I take my final strides
and with my skin the knife collides
I know with this I leave life behind
But it’s been gone a while in my mind.

Description
Each day I go about my life’s routine,
Largely unseen, yet I remain serene
As I lie to those who I hold close,
and die again, with each dose.

I wake each morn and plead to God
Even though to me he’s a simple façade,
Still I plead for happiness, not grief
and receive not even the slightest relief.

I’d give my life to finally feel,
the happiness one cannot steal.
But it seems I cannot ever revert
I’ll always be stuck with this hurt

Until the day I take my final strides
and with my skin the knife collides
I know with this I leave life behind
But it’s been gone a while in my mind.