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Published: 2005-10-26 23:13:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 142; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Description My heart is bleeding, my dreams are leaving, my love for you keeps believing. Believing in us, what we once used to be, believing in the past where we used to wish it would last. I still do believe, but it was you who got rid of me., but I still will do anything for you that you need.. You told me you loved me everyday, and that you would never go away, things didn’t go that way, and it’s me that has to pay. Still believing in our love, and the friendship we had, going through all this makes me sad, at the same time makes me glad.. I’m glad that your happy, and that your still safe, that you found someone better to take my place, so I will respect your wishes and give you some space. I’ll leave you alone, and I’ll go my own. Just believe in our love, and the relationship we had, believe in the friendship I soon hope to have. We went through a lot with one another, but for her our friendship will go no further, for the sake of one another. We had problems, and our fights, but know you made me happy, you showed me the light., for you I shall fight. Fight for you, and the other guy your with, it makes me unhappy, but that’s something that I’ll have to live with. I’m here for you if you need a friend, I’ll be here for you to the end. I believe that I’ve lost you, but still I believe your love for me is true, but then why is our relationship through? I know it’s not my place to ask anymore. I had a great time with you while it lasted, but when I got mad, it was your heart that I blasted. I would tell you things that made you cry, now because of it I want to die. I should of treated you better then all the rest, but instead I worried about me. I didn’t want to get hurt again, you know what I went through before, and I realized I lost control when I saw you walk out that door. I’m sorry I hurt you, I’m sorry your cried, but I hope you believe that I’m not longer that guy. I believed you when you told me we’ll get back together sometime, when and if that happens, I’ll give you everything all the way to my very last dime. I love you.....
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Comments: 25

sophne [2005-12-22 19:39:03 +0000 UTC]

nice too..

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gothdevil In reply to sophne [2005-12-22 20:36:53 +0000 UTC]

THANK YOU!

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sophne In reply to gothdevil [2005-12-22 22:15:11 +0000 UTC]

no problem.^^

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MaddLunatic [2005-12-06 23:14:15 +0000 UTC]

cool name.

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silybunitrixr4kids [2005-11-06 21:37:25 +0000 UTC]

i count every moment... i seem kinnda
sad because i count every call he has
on my phone... its 10/10 calls are from him
i think its funny how he's always calling me
but he never calls his friend

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gothdevil In reply to silybunitrixr4kids [2005-11-06 22:03:21 +0000 UTC]

lol yea, i think so too.....

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silybunitrixr4kids [2005-11-06 21:30:56 +0000 UTC]

lol

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gothdevil In reply to silybunitrixr4kids [2005-11-06 21:32:58 +0000 UTC]

well its true, I did think I was the only one in this world that did that. I'm gglad I'm not alone.....

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silybunitrixr4kids [2005-11-06 21:21:24 +0000 UTC]

nice counting... i was with my boyfriend for 3 years 5 months and 6 days

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gothdevil In reply to silybunitrixr4kids [2005-11-06 21:24:55 +0000 UTC]

damn. I'm glad to know that i am not the only one that keep track of it down to the days.....

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silybunitrixr4kids [2005-11-06 19:23:35 +0000 UTC]

ok welll... i like the poem but ur ex seeems a little umm mean?

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gothdevil In reply to silybunitrixr4kids [2005-11-06 19:28:06 +0000 UTC]

she used to not be mean. she was sweet kind wornderful in everyway possible. Then we gotinto a fight, she broke up with me for another guy. only times she talks to me is when she is goin to make me feel like shit. I love her to death. we were together for 2 years 3 months 8 days, and she left me.....

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joedia123456789 [2005-10-31 04:58:52 +0000 UTC]

chill man

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gothdevil In reply to joedia123456789 [2005-10-31 05:05:11 +0000 UTC]

I am, I/m just writting.....

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joedia123456789 In reply to gothdevil [2005-11-07 10:09:51 +0000 UTC]

about her, dude she's gone, get the hell over her.

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gothdevil In reply to joedia123456789 [2005-11-07 10:11:14 +0000 UTC]

I'm trying do, but damn, I love her way too much to just do that.....

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foxychobits [2005-10-28 19:05:04 +0000 UTC]

when I am finished with something I want you to read it....

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gothdevil In reply to foxychobits [2005-10-28 19:59:43 +0000 UTC]

ok, no problem. just let me know and I will read.....

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foxychobits In reply to gothdevil [2005-10-28 22:25:09 +0000 UTC]

no problem!! ^^

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gothdevil In reply to foxychobits [2005-10-28 23:19:37 +0000 UTC]

when will you be done with what you are wanting me to read? I really didnt boot you weather you believe me or not.....

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foxychobits In reply to gothdevil [2005-10-31 20:36:48 +0000 UTC]

I just decided that I am not going to finish and don't bother talking to me EVER AGAIN!!! Just leave me alone! I thought you were different from them.........

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gothdevil In reply to foxychobits [2005-10-31 22:49:25 +0000 UTC]

will you please finish it? Cheyenne if this is about Rebecca, I told you how we ended up dating.....

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foxychobits In reply to gothdevil [2005-11-01 21:05:14 +0000 UTC]

No this isn't about Rebecca........my problem is not with her.......as far as finishing that....I honestly don't think I can or want to for that matter because of thoughts and feelings that have changed since I started it. Right now I just want to get through the concerts, and get over this throat problem.

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gothdevil In reply to foxychobits [2005-11-01 21:08:55 +0000 UTC]

ok. well I hope you do well with the consert, and I really hope that you get to feeling better. I hate knowing the fact that your sick, and there is not a thing that I can do about it to help you out.....

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foxychobits In reply to gothdevil [2005-11-01 21:04:28 +0000 UTC]

No this isn't about Rebecca........my problem is not with her.......as far as finishing that....I honestly don't think I can or want to for that matter because of thoughts and feelings that have changed since I started it. Right now I just want to get through the concerts, and get over this throat problem.

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