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Gothic-Toons — Lost In The Cold
Published: 2008-06-22 19:04:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 219; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 4
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Cold and warmth engulf me,one after the other like the black waves of a moonlit shore,
the warmth of my blanket and the cold of lonely me,
a match made in hell,
no knock at my door of window,
but silence is golden as they say,
i wonder how hard they fell.
I'm up all night,
with only one care,
as my life is left bare,
cant' sleep with with this thought of you,
afraid to forget,
or just to pitiful to try,
not sure yet.
Falling asleep or slowly dieing,
they're the same to me.
Oh look at the time four a.m.,
still no sleep,
am I an insomniac,
or just a heartbroken teen,
guess I'll never know,
guess I'll never care.
Words and emotions are running through my skull,
but they are of you,
easing this night of pain that is so dull.
My cell next to me goes off,
the ringtone...a good song...our song,
a text from my dream come real,
you say 'let's talk',
i replay 'only in person',
so out the window I sludge,
slowly but willing,
the conversation in my head already,
I know what I will say.
The hour bike ride,
like a walk to my death,
on the verge of crying,
we meet half-way.
No words we just stare,
your waterworks start before mine,
you pure out your heart.
"Saying you were a mistake was wrong,
I can't be without you.
I think I really love you."
Falling to your knees,
you begin to weep,
I wipe the tears from your face,
hold you close,
I whisper in your ear,
"I know i really love you"
giving into the tears,
it felt weird.
As if on cue,
the rain began to beat down around us,
I hold your head up,
kiss your lips,
look in the eyes,
their watery blue glow,
seems as though it seems through my soul.
You push yourself on top of me,
we lay in the grass,
together in the warmth of our kiss,
forty degrees outside,
I'm not cold at all.
