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Published: 2016-11-13 19:54:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 165; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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What's the point of always looking happy if i'm not smile I'm asked if I'm ok if I am I'm asked what I'm so happy about maybe its because I always look depress 

I'm not even sure if I wanna get married in the future what i the person I love isn't of the opposite sex what would my mom think another thing she doesn't want me to smile or laugh so why should I? she doesn't want me act like myself she's not happy with who I am when I was only trying to plz her all this time but yeah thats my mom!

Dear..you..you know who you are

I'm sorry I'm trying but I feel like I'm dying I swear it feels like I'm pined down most of the time but what you except from me who I should be I can't be as long as I'm under my mothers control I be lonely and depressed till then so maybe I should just accept that I know I shouldn't give up but at this point I'm afarid to try all I want is to feel and its not gonna happen anytime soon is it? I'll try thought but I don't know how I long I can try anymore so in advance  
           I'M SORRY
I will try but I can't promise I'll win 

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Comments: 20

Axo-Kss [2016-11-30 01:45:46 +0000 UTC]

I'm here for you.

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Axo-Kss [2016-11-30 01:50:26 +0000 UTC]

you sure?

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Axo-Kss In reply to Hitplaystudios [2016-11-30 02:19:50 +0000 UTC]

Yes. With all my honesty.

I've been through so much ;_;

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Axo-Kss [2016-11-30 10:42:32 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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Pureangle [2016-11-13 20:20:37 +0000 UTC]

It's ok, besides, who said you have to fight alone.

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Pureangle [2016-11-13 20:33:45 +0000 UTC]

you'll fight with me?

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Pureangle In reply to Hitplaystudios [2016-11-13 20:43:59 +0000 UTC]

Of course, you are my friend after all

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Pureangle [2016-11-13 20:48:44 +0000 UTC]

sometime I forget that thanks for being alive 

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Pureangle In reply to Hitplaystudios [2016-11-13 21:04:14 +0000 UTC]

Same to you too And just remember, I'm here if you ever need to talk

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Pureangle [2016-11-13 21:07:56 +0000 UTC]

okay I will 

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Pureangle In reply to Hitplaystudios [2016-11-13 22:17:05 +0000 UTC]

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Pureangle [2016-11-13 22:34:23 +0000 UTC]

actually can we talk about our religion 

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Pureangle In reply to Hitplaystudios [2016-11-13 23:12:18 +0000 UTC]

Sure

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Pureangle [2016-11-13 23:14:29 +0000 UTC]

be honest do you think I'm going to heaven? 

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Pureangle In reply to Hitplaystudios [2016-11-14 00:02:38 +0000 UTC]

Well, in my religion I believe that all you have to do to get into Heaven is to ask Jesus for forgiveness and for him to come into your heart, and after that you're permanently in, no matter what happens after that. God will clean the slate and completely forget anything bad you've ever done. But other than that, there's no other way.

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Pureangle [2016-11-14 00:09:46 +0000 UTC]

so your not against  gays in anyway?

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Pureangle In reply to Hitplaystudios [2016-11-14 01:14:21 +0000 UTC]

Nope, not one bit I'm personally not gay, I just think it's a person's decision and I respect that

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Pureangle [2016-11-14 22:19:39 +0000 UTC]

its not really a choice but I see your point 

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Pureangle In reply to Hitplaystudios [2016-11-15 00:48:51 +0000 UTC]

You're my friend no matter what so don't worry about that ok?

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Hitplaystudios In reply to Pureangle [2016-11-15 00:55:46 +0000 UTC]

OKAY ^^

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