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It comforts you to think that doesn't it.  That one day I'll come back, telling you how wrong I was, if you could only forgive me.  And as long as you can believe the lie then its okay.  Because now's all that matters. The truth doesn't matter, not as long as the lie shows you a better outcome.

One day that lie will crumble down, and all that'll be left are the last words that I spoke to you, forever ingrained but long lost, long covered up in your mind.  Will it be better then?  Thinking for all those years, that one day I'd come walking back through that door again?

But what if I did.  What if I walked through that door…  And I came to you, and held your hand.  Would it all be okay then?  Would the lie satiate that thirst you feel?  Because I won't be the little girl I was.  And I won't be small and young and naive.  And every year that I've gained is a glowing talisman to the years that you lost to your pride.  Will it be worth it?  Your denial of fault that you have now?  Will it be worth those lost years?

Because I won't.

I won't come walking through that door.  And I'm sorry that I won't.

So I'll let you have your lie.  That I'll come back.  That i'll tell you how wrong I was...
It doesn't matter to me.

Cause i won't walk through the door.  I'll be far, far away...  Living a life you never even dreamed of.

And I won't walk through the door.

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It comforts you to think that doesn't it.  That one day I'll come back, telling you how wrong I was, if you could only forgive me.  And as long as you can believe the lie then its okay.  Because now's all that matters. The truth doesn't matter, not as long as the lie shows you a better outcome.

One day that lie will crumble down, and all that'll be left are the last words that I spoke to you, forever ingrained but long lost, long covered up in your mind.  Will it be better then?  Thinking for all those years, that one day I'd come walking back through that door again?

But what if I did.  What if I walked through that door…  And I came to you, and held your hand.  Would it all be okay then?  Would the lie satiate that thirst you feel?  Because I won't be the little girl I was.  And I won't be small and young and naive.  And every year that I've gained is a glowing talisman to the years that you lost to your pride.  Will it be worth it?  Your denial of fault that you have now?  Will it be worth those lost years?

Because I won't.

I won't come walking through that door.  And I'm sorry that I won't.

So I'll let you have your lie.  That I'll come back.  That i'll tell you how wrong I was...
It doesn't matter to me.

Cause i won't walk through the door.  I'll be far, far away...  Living a life you never even dreamed of.

And I won't walk through the door.