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I can't tell who you are underneath your questionable façade;
Do you even have a shield surrounding you, preventing hard
Evidence from seeping through?
I often wonder if my thoughts are true
And if I'm in fact right about you,
Because I can no longer distinguish the reasoning behind all you do.

Your behaviour amuses me,
Your brain always refuses me,
For nobody ever chooses me.
I'm consistently the one who loses. He
Pretends he doesn't notice
But I occasionally catch his focus
And hold it for a moment, mere
Seconds to interpret the boy here.
This thing consuming me is fear
Because I don't know if you are - as I am - a queer.