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    I'm a bit distressed with the way things have been going, nothing really goes the way we hope right? In that case what would be the point of life?
Honestly i'm still yet to find out. You see, recently I have had quite a few ups and quite a few downs. Sometimes things go left but I can't, or is it that I wont change it? Many say that I will regret many things, and I know I will but for some reason I can't help but to let things be.
    Passive, I think thats the word, although my mom would love to argue that its depression. I don't know it may be possible but I don't want to give it a medical term for not wanting to take role in my life and only hoping that things will turn for the best instead of doing something for a change. Is it a fear of trying new things?
    No, it couldn't be. I love learning new things, curiosity is what keeps me moving. In Fact curiosity is the reason I continue to breath; The 'what if's' invigorate my being leaving me restless for answers.
    Or is it medication that is supposed to help me? The fact of the matter is that it has not. I feel like I have lost myself and I don't know what I should do, or should I do?.Maybe that's why i’m so passive.
    Maybe i'm just tired.

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    I'm a bit distressed with the way things have been going, nothing really goes the way we hope right? In that case what would be the point of life?
Honestly i'm still yet to find out. You see, recently I have had quite a few ups and quite a few downs. Sometimes things go left but I can't, or is it that I wont change it? Many say that I will regret many things, and I know I will but for some reason I can't help but to let things be.
    Passive, I think thats the word, although my mom would love to argue that its depression. I don't know it may be possible but I don't want to give it a medical term for not wanting to take role in my life and only hoping that things will turn for the best instead of doing something for a change. Is it a fear of trying new things?
    No, it couldn't be. I love learning new things, curiosity is what keeps me moving. In Fact curiosity is the reason I continue to breath; The 'what if's' invigorate my being leaving me restless for answers.
    Or is it medication that is supposed to help me? The fact of the matter is that it has not. I feel like I have lost myself and I don't know what I should do, or should I do?.Maybe that's why i’m so passive.
    Maybe i'm just tired.