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Mania rushes into my mind, cant breathe--im going insane. The urge to cut my hair and dye it purple, so strong. The need to shave my eyebrows and pluck my eyelashes overwhelms me. Self injury long forgotton arises in my thoughts.
I need to get away from this antsy cant sit still feeling, need to move and dance with the colors of the world. Red excites me and its such an amazing thrill. Breathing fast heart beat not slow, exilerating feelings in my body. Its an adrenaline rush. Cant slow down, must move faster.
I dont want this feeling and yet it feels so good. Im happy but irritable. If i come down, i will feel sorrow so great. So which is better. Sorrow or mania. If mania causes such pain with wanting to cut your hair before your wedding day and to destroy yourself slowly then is it truely worth it.
No.
Its not.
-Written by me. Im bipolar.
I know this is alittle dark but sometimes the most perfect people and beautiful people need to express their darkest secrets.
