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Published: 2012-05-31 13:53:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 686; Favourites: 24; Downloads: 4
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Description The apathy
in my heart
sinking like sadness swallowed, crushing your lungs,
coming at me too fast to keep the tears back.
I am
only here,
because of mistakes.
I made a mistake in getting up today.
I made a mistake in being born.
The future only holds more stress, and they've all warned me
I am alone
the things I counted on today are gone,
and not to come again for a long while.
I can't sleep
or
keep from crying
the days go by in a blur of tears, used tissues
Where does this end?
Is there any point to anything?
How many times will I feel
at the peak of, "about to beat this,"
only to
crash
so hard in a puddle of my own doing
I am so hard
so wrong
what's wrong with me?
It just keeps going
on, and on.
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Comments: 27

xheraldxofxhopex [2012-06-02 02:21:53 +0000 UTC]

woah i feel exactly the same!!!!

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JadenPerhaps In reply to xheraldxofxhopex [2012-06-02 03:33:53 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* Feel free to talk to me if you need to, okay? And thank you for the favourite ^^

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xheraldxofxhopex In reply to JadenPerhaps [2012-06-02 17:48:58 +0000 UTC]

no problem! and thanks *hug*

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JadenPerhaps In reply to xheraldxofxhopex [2012-06-04 04:48:41 +0000 UTC]

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Beyond-the-Pages [2012-05-31 22:35:59 +0000 UTC]

Totally get what you're feeling right now.

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JadenPerhaps In reply to Beyond-the-Pages [2012-06-01 05:42:08 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* Thank you. Take care, okay? And if you ever need to talk, I'm here.

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Beyond-the-Pages In reply to JadenPerhaps [2012-06-01 16:14:19 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I'm ok, dear. Thanks, though.

Best way to explain:

Worry=anxiety=depression=AAAAAAHHHHH! *fallsdownisdonenow*

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JadenPerhaps In reply to Beyond-the-Pages [2012-06-01 21:55:11 +0000 UTC]

Haha, I know how you feel. Be safe! Stay positive ^^

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Beyond-the-Pages In reply to JadenPerhaps [2012-06-01 21:57:48 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. Same to you.

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JadenPerhaps In reply to Beyond-the-Pages [2012-06-01 22:17:16 +0000 UTC]

THank you~

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Beyond-the-Pages In reply to JadenPerhaps [2012-06-01 22:23:43 +0000 UTC]

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thelisaraptor [2012-05-31 18:52:16 +0000 UTC]

Hopefully things begin to pick up for you. The only way you can go is up.

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JadenPerhaps In reply to thelisaraptor [2012-06-01 05:41:32 +0000 UTC]

True. I already feel better. Thank you for your comments.

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thelisaraptor In reply to JadenPerhaps [2012-06-01 09:08:52 +0000 UTC]

No problem at all.

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JadenPerhaps In reply to thelisaraptor [2012-06-01 21:56:35 +0000 UTC]

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midnightrayne91 [2012-05-31 18:51:42 +0000 UTC]

Please take care and continue fighting onward.
Depression is a faceless monster seeking to devour so many. It destroys to much without even thinking of the lives involved...
It can be taken over though, even if you have to dwell in it's darkness for a while longer - you can learn to overcome it.

For all those suffering with this ailment - stay strong, never tire out. never give up.

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JadenPerhaps In reply to midnightrayne91 [2012-06-01 05:41:02 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* I love your comments.

Of course, I will never give up again. I know this isn't lasting, just an obstacle, or maybe a mood I just need to wait out. Things always get better. Take care, darling.

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midnightrayne91 In reply to JadenPerhaps [2012-06-01 13:08:34 +0000 UTC]

You're too kind. *hugs*

I wish you all the best, you take care too.

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JadenPerhaps In reply to midnightrayne91 [2012-06-01 21:55:45 +0000 UTC]

Awww. Thank you so much. I wish you the best as well, have a beautiful day.

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LightOverpowers58 [2012-05-31 16:43:52 +0000 UTC]

It seems like the chain never ends, if it isn't me then its someone I know....Depression destroys the soul.....and its hard to regain the lost pieces.....some never do.....

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JadenPerhaps In reply to LightOverpowers58 [2012-06-01 05:39:41 +0000 UTC]

Time can heal so much, dear. I have gone in the past two years from hating myself and wanting to die to accepting myself and feeling happy most of the time. I will always have low moments--but I will always have up ones, too. No one is sad forever, and you can do this. I promise. If you ever need to vent, please feel free to drop me a note, okay? I understand. Take care!

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LightOverpowers58 In reply to JadenPerhaps [2012-06-01 22:59:08 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much, you have no idea how much that brightened my day, and it wasn't even bad to begin with.

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JadenPerhaps In reply to LightOverpowers58 [2012-06-01 23:08:26 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad to hear that. ^^ Let me know if you ever need something to uplift you, okay? Take care!

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zozoem [2012-05-31 16:11:53 +0000 UTC]

And this is why I'm grateful for "happy pills". Depression runs in my family, and it sucks!

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JadenPerhaps In reply to zozoem [2012-06-01 05:37:28 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* Things will get better. Keep your head up and be safe!

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BTK95 [2012-05-31 14:10:29 +0000 UTC]

I know how you're feeling. Depression is horrible.

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JadenPerhaps In reply to BTK95 [2012-05-31 14:22:52 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* Yeah. But it can be treated, and no one is sad forever. Feel free to talk to me if you need to. Stay strong and be safe!

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