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Published: 2009-01-30 15:51:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 139; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 2
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Description Everyday I wake with disappointment
Knowing you're not here to remind me
Why I'm alive

I face each and every hour
A daunting task, and at best
I stumble through, wondering why

I miss the way you brighten my world
I miss the way you made me laugh
I miss the way you took me away

Escape, I crave, every day
Denied, of course, of the one
That's always on my mind

Save me, if you can
If you will
Come home

I know you can't, I know you won't
I know I'm stuck, always living
In disappointment.
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Comments: 26

TheseKrimzonFlames [2009-02-03 19:54:21 +0000 UTC]

He'll come home.

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KearaClearwater In reply to TheseKrimzonFlames [2009-02-05 18:32:24 +0000 UTC]

*sigh* I know he will.

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TheseKrimzonFlames In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-02-05 18:33:34 +0000 UTC]

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VioletBoo831 [2009-02-01 01:49:13 +0000 UTC]

Here is the question you need to ask yourself... I know you think he is worth dying for, but is he worth living for? The answer is obviously yes, since though you are in this much pain you are still there... waiting for him.
There is a love between the two of you that is going to last a lifetime, if only you can survive this trial.
Most love crumbles under such a hellfire... allow yours to become stronger.

I like how you used the comment on your last section to create this, btw... very nice!

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KearaClearwater In reply to VioletBoo831 [2009-02-02 06:50:22 +0000 UTC]

I'm struggling to get through...I don't ever want to lose him. Thank you, it struck me as I hit the submit button lol

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VioletBoo831 In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-02-05 04:45:17 +0000 UTC]

By allowing yourself to sink into depression, you lose little pieces of yourself that he so deeply loves. Just remind yourself that each day passed is one day closer to his arms, and the stronger you hold yourself together the happier he'll be when he comes home to you.

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KearaClearwater In reply to VioletBoo831 [2009-02-05 18:24:27 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing my best. I have a lot of help right now, and that's a good thing for me. He just sent me a tape, too.

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VioletBoo831 In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-02-06 03:14:38 +0000 UTC]

What's on the tape, if you don't mind me asking?

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KearaClearwater In reply to VioletBoo831 [2009-02-10 15:51:17 +0000 UTC]

Him talking to me. About his week, how much he misses and loves me...and he sang to me.

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VioletBoo831 In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-03-14 22:11:50 +0000 UTC]

Now that is something you can really cherish!

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KearaClearwater In reply to VioletBoo831 [2009-03-15 03:01:35 +0000 UTC]

So much.

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poisonedapple312 [2009-01-30 23:39:12 +0000 UTC]

just remember you are not alone and he loves you

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KearaClearwater In reply to poisonedapple312 [2009-01-31 08:09:34 +0000 UTC]

I know.

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poisonedapple312 In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-01-31 08:11:41 +0000 UTC]

*kisses you on the cheek*

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KearaClearwater In reply to poisonedapple312 [2009-01-31 08:29:39 +0000 UTC]

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poisonedapple312 In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-01-31 08:37:00 +0000 UTC]

^.^

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Forgottenangel777 [2009-01-30 23:30:25 +0000 UTC]

I completely understand.
I'm going through the same thing.

Great poem.

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KearaClearwater In reply to Forgottenangel777 [2009-01-31 08:09:43 +0000 UTC]

How so?

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Forgottenangel777 In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-01-31 19:48:46 +0000 UTC]

how so am I going through it? Or how so do I think it's great?

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KearaClearwater In reply to Forgottenangel777 [2009-01-31 22:21:23 +0000 UTC]

How are you going through it

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Forgottenangel777 In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-02-01 03:34:30 +0000 UTC]

The boy I love lives 6 hours away...

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KearaClearwater In reply to Forgottenangel777 [2009-02-02 06:48:01 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry.

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Forgottenangel777 In reply to KearaClearwater [2009-02-02 22:08:08 +0000 UTC]

it's fine.

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KearaClearwater In reply to Forgottenangel777 [2009-02-03 04:26:27 +0000 UTC]

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BloodyWeepingWillow [2009-01-30 19:31:59 +0000 UTC]

Don't you dare break.
I know its hard honey.

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KearaClearwater In reply to BloodyWeepingWillow [2009-01-31 08:10:04 +0000 UTC]

I'm not, I'm not...

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