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kupidkilla — Trapped In My Own Box

Published: 2004-02-23 06:56:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 2781; Favourites: 23; Downloads: 239
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Description WARNING... another depressing piece of shit from Kupidkillas inner psyche...

I did this today actually (the first one I did accouple months ago) at work. I'm feeling so distant from everything and everyone right now that I'm in my own little world. (i even told that to a customer when I was drawing it and wasn't paying attention to her and she wanted to be wrang up). I'm trapped and no one really wants to bother with trying to get into it... I kinda want them too... but I made this box of fear and pain myself. I choose to push ppl away because I'm tired of getting hurt over and over again... but the box is so tight that not even the things I want, happiness, and friendship can get in. Its just an endless cycle. I'm very lonely and all i want is comfort...
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Comments: 18

PraeatorZodiak [2007-02-16 02:23:46 +0000 UTC]

i know how you feel -.-'

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fortysecondarcha [2004-10-06 01:26:13 +0000 UTC]

the pespective on the box and the way the people are all silhouetted is lloks dynamic and interesting. The silhouettes look giantic compared to the box (and its tortured occupant) but at the same time the expanse of shadow draws attention to the lightness of the box.

i felt like that for a long time- but i can't draw well enough to satisfy my inner vision, so i wrote a short story about it. Only i called it a prision, not a box.

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spithappens [2004-04-12 16:41:20 +0000 UTC]

I Love this I want to know who you are your so like my life and my friends here in small hagerman ID so dude who are you and wow were did you learn how to draw like that I love this Picture

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spithappens [2004-04-12 16:41:17 +0000 UTC]

I Love this I want to know who you are your so like my life and my friends here in small hagerman ID so dude who are you and wow were did you learn how to draw like that I love this Picture

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spithappens [2004-04-12 16:38:15 +0000 UTC]

Dude this so goes with a poem I wrote called Fighting Tears I love this...

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xxxtricky [2004-04-01 07:44:14 +0000 UTC]

heh... entertainment for the masses

Societys standards:
Depression = art
Torture = captivating
Joy = trash

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tweek-y [2004-02-25 15:14:09 +0000 UTC]

You know, I felt like that, too. I was lonely, depressed, felt worthless, and also felt like no one cared for me. Then a friend of mine was killed in a car accident. And I realized that I was depressed for nothing. I am alive, healthy, there ARE people who love me and care for me, and I have some talent for drawing. There also are people who want to be my friend, and don't have hidden intentions. I just have to find those people. I have to be patient and optimistic. I have to keep hope. You should keep up hope, too. Don't feel down on yourself. I don't know exactly what you're going through, and I know it's hard to be optimistic sometimes, but you have to try. Otherwise you're just going to get more miserable. *pat pat* You can talk to me, if you need someone to confide in. I'm not that good at giving advice, but I can try to comfort you.

Awesome pic, by the way. The perspective is great. The box is very cool looking, although is symbolizes something sad.

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Altimatre [2004-02-25 13:40:32 +0000 UTC]

another expressive drawing... cool.. ya open up abit~.. being depress wun get u anything..do something to change ur life.. ya can do it..ya will do it.. takecares ya will~..

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obiewolf [2004-02-25 00:13:44 +0000 UTC]

aww this depressed state doesn't become you. but we can all understand there are just times when you feel life is a pit of shit and you can't do anything about it. really hope you feel better soon ^^ although it doesnt seem to be affecting your art skills. Awesome concept, lines, and composition as always!

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BuckTheRules [2004-02-24 23:52:48 +0000 UTC]

I think artistic people tend to be off away from everyone else, we just...don't think like everyone else. nice work

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nabichan [2004-02-23 22:38:26 +0000 UTC]

This is amazing...As for the box thing...It's natural to push people away at times I would know...but yeah, I hope you can find it in yourself to learn to trust people again...I know it's not easy. Just know that there are people out there willing to work to get you out of that box...or at least help feed the loneliness of being in there. No one deserves to be left alone *hug* I hope you feel better. If you ever need anyone to talk to, AIM me, e-mail me, do whatever you want ^^ I'll be here.

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CorvainGalleries [2004-02-23 16:28:22 +0000 UTC]

well likei stated in the other drawing man i am her if you need me, adn i hope that i can help in any way. hope to hear from you.-

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bruceleewannabe [2004-02-23 16:11:06 +0000 UTC]

At least those crappy feelings make for good art, eh? ...sorry, that doesn't help.. =/ oh well, hearts !

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wolfy-chan [2004-02-23 15:54:35 +0000 UTC]

You can find it here. People who are willing are the firsts to ask. I can relate in this way at the moment; not happy that I do, but I really sympathize.

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Chikako [2004-02-23 15:38:05 +0000 UTC]

Aww poor thing.
This is a awesome drawing by the way. ^_^

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soltian [2004-02-23 12:25:09 +0000 UTC]

Again..this one is very very expressive, just full of the emotion you're describing. The design of the box is very foreboding, and a bit broken looking...the picture is gorgeous, but I really hope you can find something to make yourself feel better soon

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meil [2004-02-23 10:56:58 +0000 UTC]

That's a really dynamic sketch... hope it was catharthic for you..

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CwK [2004-02-23 06:58:23 +0000 UTC]

well that sucks, great drawing though!
~cWk

[link] <~my gallery

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