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Can you hear that sound? It's tearing me apart,
Holding my hand with a smile caused the start,
I make you laugh, I love that noise,
I juggle my reflection and yours, the unseen toys,
You state that I'm funny, a perception is found,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by a sound,
I close my eyes as you lean in for a kiss,
To trust the emotion you try to prove, my wish,
You state that I'm warm and caring, I stare at the ground,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by a sound,
Holding my naked body, I slowly turn my head,
Questioning actions done and words said,
You state that I'm sexually attractive, bodies bound,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by a sound,
I hide a tear when you speak of your niece, she has grown,
I resultantly see my future; I've killed that sound for I am alone,
You state that I'm nurturing, a son or daughter to be found,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by an aging sound,
Self harm scars remain trapped under clothes when you say; make me your wife,
I speak with silence and time, when you shower I find my knife,
You state that I'm loveable, were made to share the same piece of ground,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by an influential sound,
Our bodies connected during sex, you mean the word love,
I cry and stare in your eyes, confronted by the idea above,
You state that you love all aspects of me, by my truths you are bound,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by a controlling sound,

As emotions are expressed I hold you in time,
Following your organism, my scars and a sound states a crime,
Emotions of sex dissolve, I wave goodbye,
You touch my chest; I fall to the ground and begin to cry,
I lay naked, warmed by each tear,
You lay next to me, begging me to explain my tear,
I point to my chest, I scream a single word; sound,
You lay your ear on my chest; you hear my heart, the repetitive pound,
Your hand of care turns my face, you wipe each tear,
I hesitate to look up, please tell me you could hear,
You shake your head; my anger has come so far,
Before I speak you kiss each self harm scar,
I try to crawl, you hold me down while nervous,
As the anger of your love reaches the surface,
These are my scars, they represent all I have been through,
How dare you state love, you reply, I accept all of you,
These feelings of you are wrong, you have no right,
I look under the bed, my knife is in sight,
You crab the knife, I will not stop your choice,
However first you state, listen to my voice,
I accept you, you hand over the knife,
Before cutting your self you must first cut your potential wife,
Knowing I can't because you pain the knife falls to the floor,
If I can love you, then you can love me, I attack my core,
My tears fall on to your skin,
The sound still exist however no longer a sin,
The yelling fact is now a whispered notion,
Still inside however not the controlling emotion,
Can you hear that sound? It's tearing me apart,
The internal war; depression vs my heart.

Description
Can you hear that sound? It's tearing me apart,
Holding my hand with a smile caused the start,
I make you laugh, I love that noise,
I juggle my reflection and yours, the unseen toys,
You state that I'm funny, a perception is found,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by a sound,
I close my eyes as you lean in for a kiss,
To trust the emotion you try to prove, my wish,
You state that I'm warm and caring, I stare at the ground,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by a sound,
Holding my naked body, I slowly turn my head,
Questioning actions done and words said,
You state that I'm sexually attractive, bodies bound,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by a sound,
I hide a tear when you speak of your niece, she has grown,
I resultantly see my future; I've killed that sound for I am alone,
You state that I'm nurturing, a son or daughter to be found,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by an aging sound,
Self harm scars remain trapped under clothes when you say; make me your wife,
I speak with silence and time, when you shower I find my knife,
You state that I'm loveable, were made to share the same piece of ground,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by an influential sound,
Our bodies connected during sex, you mean the word love,
I cry and stare in your eyes, confronted by the idea above,
You state that you love all aspects of me, by my truths you are bound,
I attempt to believe however am distracted by a controlling sound,

As emotions are expressed I hold you in time,
Following your organism, my scars and a sound states a crime,
Emotions of sex dissolve, I wave goodbye,
You touch my chest; I fall to the ground and begin to cry,
I lay naked, warmed by each tear,
You lay next to me, begging me to explain my tear,
I point to my chest, I scream a single word; sound,
You lay your ear on my chest; you hear my heart, the repetitive pound,
Your hand of care turns my face, you wipe each tear,
I hesitate to look up, please tell me you could hear,
You shake your head; my anger has come so far,
Before I speak you kiss each self harm scar,
I try to crawl, you hold me down while nervous,
As the anger of your love reaches the surface,
These are my scars, they represent all I have been through,
How dare you state love, you reply, I accept all of you,
These feelings of you are wrong, you have no right,
I look under the bed, my knife is in sight,
You crab the knife, I will not stop your choice,
However first you state, listen to my voice,
I accept you, you hand over the knife,
Before cutting your self you must first cut your potential wife,
Knowing I can't because you pain the knife falls to the floor,
If I can love you, then you can love me, I attack my core,
My tears fall on to your skin,
The sound still exist however no longer a sin,
The yelling fact is now a whispered notion,
Still inside however not the controlling emotion,
Can you hear that sound? It's tearing me apart,
The internal war; depression vs my heart.