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Published: 2008-08-16 08:25:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 1702; Favourites: 27; Downloads: 0
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Description finished this up for =arrsistable 's contest: [link]

ok sooo... it's changed quite a bit form the wip i uploaded a while ago, mainly because i saved over the high res and had to do some MAJOR RECONSTRUCTIVE SURGERY to save it D:

Amelae'in finally finds herself alone and takes advantage of the rare time to let out her inner frustration and pain at not knowing WHY her heart feels like it's been stolen, and at WHY she feels empty and lifeless and broken.

erm. i really wanted to put alot of detail into this, but i just couldn't figure out where... so i settled with painting painstaking embroidery on her dress.

OH and i suck at wings lol.
the tapestry was fun to paint though, especially considering that i've never done one before :B

background ref from: [link]


oh, and i just want to add, since recently i've have ALOT of people claiming that i'm just doing paintovers or tracing.. or whatever. this piece was painted 100% free hand. usually i use a grid method, but out of pure stubborness this time i didn't, to prove to the disbelievers out there that i'm not just taking an image and putting a few splashes of paint over the top. i sketched it, filled it in with colour, painted it, refined it and added the details all just according to my eye. so i seriously challenge you to say otherwise, because i'm getting sick people making accusations.
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Comments: 29

posie-bones [2009-08-22 06:00:09 +0000 UTC]

I love it, but I have to ask, why is she standing away from the door? (not that there is anything wrong with her position, it really adds to how alone she feels)I am just curious.

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lenoki In reply to posie-bones [2009-08-22 07:27:09 +0000 UTC]

the idea behind the picture was that the character never had the 'alone time' to grieve over a certain issue, so she finally steals away and hides for just a moment in the shadows to let it out while everyone else waits unsuspecting at the top of the stairs when she's done she returns to them as though it never happened, and they don't know any better.

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posie-bones In reply to lenoki [2009-08-22 07:37:44 +0000 UTC]

Ah, thanks for explaining! I get it. :]

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mckolley [2008-09-17 23:51:01 +0000 UTC]

This is just beautiful, I don't even know where to begin.
Her expression is heartbreaking.

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lenoki In reply to mckolley [2008-09-18 03:22:44 +0000 UTC]

i really appreciate that, i was hoping it would evoke some sort of emotion xD

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mckolley In reply to lenoki [2008-09-18 12:49:39 +0000 UTC]

It definitely did

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choboroy [2008-08-20 15:58:36 +0000 UTC]

Hmm, I can definitely see why she'd be very upset. I'd be too if I knew someone was sniping me. At least she's aware that their is a laser pointer directed at her forehead, so she knows what's coming PEW PEW!

O, and yeah pretty picture. I like the palette and lighting and texturing, although the about-to-be shot angel's right arm looks a bit comic bookish cause of the outline.

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lenoki In reply to choboroy [2008-08-21 06:06:34 +0000 UTC]

haha shutup xD it's a smudge of powder, OK?????

mm, and i know what you mean about her arm, that's what happened when i saved over the high res.. D:

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AngelLover89 [2008-08-19 06:43:24 +0000 UTC]

oh
my
goddess
this
rocks

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lenoki In reply to AngelLover89 [2008-08-19 07:04:59 +0000 UTC]

xD

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thelionandthelamb [2008-08-18 08:59:40 +0000 UTC]

people are just jealous.

I sure as hell am.

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lenoki In reply to thelionandthelamb [2008-08-18 09:05:22 +0000 UTC]

haha

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PeppermintStick [2008-08-18 02:45:50 +0000 UTC]

The tapestry is very lovely indeed and god...I hate embrodiery!!! Especially when you have to do them individually. I usually cheat and duplicate layers of the first layer . I'm lazy like that. And geez ppl think you do paintovers. Pfft, probably jealous and can only do paintovers themselvs, hah! This one is very beautiful

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lenoki In reply to PeppermintStick [2008-08-18 04:06:35 +0000 UTC]

haha i usually take some sort of shortcut myself, but not with a dress that's got so many folds and twists of fabric.. so i was forced to take the long way D:
i get it quite often, actually, which is really disappointing, especially when so much work goes into them..

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PeppermintStick In reply to lenoki [2008-08-18 13:24:57 +0000 UTC]

Aww, well you did the fabric very lovely. I can tell you took time .
Maybe you should prove it to them by starting out with a sketch, coloring it in and so forth, but I don't think you should have to prove it to them either. The important part is that you know you did it from scratch.

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lenoki In reply to PeppermintStick [2008-08-19 00:39:50 +0000 UTC]

exactly

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neorein [2008-08-17 11:34:58 +0000 UTC]

HOW ARE YOU SO DAMN GOOD!
i would give my world for that talent!

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lenoki In reply to neorein [2008-08-17 22:42:06 +0000 UTC]

psshhhh don't be a goose !

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neorein In reply to lenoki [2008-08-19 23:15:13 +0000 UTC]

yeah but im a serious goose

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archvermin [2008-08-17 11:21:43 +0000 UTC]

"Why did Heath Ledger have to die!??"

Very good stuff btw

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lenoki In reply to archvermin [2008-08-17 11:23:40 +0000 UTC]

hahaha EXACTLY!!
poor heath D:

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SincereEyez [2008-08-17 03:32:57 +0000 UTC]

Her facial expression is so strong....befitting of the title....great piece........

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lenoki In reply to SincereEyez [2008-08-17 07:58:26 +0000 UTC]

i appreciate it, thankyou!

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heartleaved [2008-08-16 10:13:51 +0000 UTC]

Oh man the emotion in this is amazingggg and the lighting ;_; UGH YOU ARE SO AMAZING STOP IT

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lenoki In reply to heartleaved [2008-08-16 23:21:51 +0000 UTC]

I'M SORRY MAY I WILL TRY D:

lol but seriously, thankyou!

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nujito [2008-08-16 09:38:18 +0000 UTC]

Ah, it looks fantastic! I'm lovin' the textures.
The only thing I suggest is...FLUFFIER FEATHERS. ಠ_ಠ

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lenoki In reply to nujito [2008-08-16 23:21:03 +0000 UTC]

I CAN'T PAINT WINGS SHUDDUP D:<

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PhotoLetter [2008-08-16 08:25:49 +0000 UTC]

I like it. ^^

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lenoki In reply to PhotoLetter [2008-08-16 23:20:46 +0000 UTC]

i'm glad, thankyou!

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