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Published: 2005-02-16 06:48:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 979; Favourites: 32; Downloads: 6
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Description Today the world opened up and swallowed me.
Everything good went bad
And everything bad went worse.
Today love turned to hate
And the voices in my head
Those beautiful screaming voices
That tell me who I am
Stayed horribly silent.
All laughing
All those pleasant words
died.

Today I took happy memories
And saw them for what they were
A facade.
A flaming red banner that was false
Not true.
A lie.
He never loved you.
No one ever loves you.
Why do you keep hoping?
Why do you keep clinging to these dreams?
These stupid childish dreams
Of a "better tomorrow".
You stupid little girl.
Look at you.
You're nothing.
No one cares
If you went far far away
No one would stop to notice.
Cause it really doesn't matter.
Don't you see that?
You don't matter.
You are nothing.
Poof and you're gone
And the world's better off for it.
Stupid little girl.

I cry.
I cry until there's nothing left
Hoping the pain will leave
As my soul goes.
Just let me sleep.
All I want to do is to turn the world black
To not feel for justΒ Β a moment
A beautiful moment
Where nothing matters.
Make it go away
Make all of it go away
So I can be left alone
Like the world wants me to be
So I can be alone
Just me
And my tears.
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Comments: 12

cris1208 [2016-09-05 14:57:59 +0000 UTC]

Intense... shared it on my blog... do youmind? Hope not...
Congratulations...

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nikole2029 [2013-05-26 03:38:11 +0000 UTC]

Beatiful β™₯

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nashia-starsong [2013-03-11 10:33:06 +0000 UTC]

I felt like this for a while but I'm over it now! Great work, it made me cry;(

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FadingAqueous [2010-12-23 03:14:04 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow... -speechless-

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lostinthecrowd In reply to FadingAqueous [2011-02-23 21:47:53 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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FadingAqueous In reply to lostinthecrowd [2011-02-23 23:45:47 +0000 UTC]

Np ^^

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unickme [2010-10-17 01:37:38 +0000 UTC]

I have come to the conclusion that in life sometimes the best thing to do is cry and don't feel ashamed about it and get a friend guy, girl, someone and be like hey I just need to cry... So can I cry on your shoulder and please don't ask me why... I did that and felt better... But a friend is not there the pillow or that old favorite toy if you still have it somewhere works just as fine to.. Keep your head up!! You know you've got so much to keep on going for...

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iluvthecookiemonster [2010-07-16 05:07:42 +0000 UTC]

made me cry. Its beautiful.

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DEVelopingDEViant [2005-02-19 05:17:22 +0000 UTC]

Wow, you just summed up every emotion that I am feeling right now.

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BlondeMoment [2005-02-17 20:24:20 +0000 UTC]

beautiful.

i love you.

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setmyfire [2005-02-17 19:32:49 +0000 UTC]

in the absence of space and time, all that is left is the here and now... dont forget that. dont worry about what happened before, because its over and done with. you need to be happy with now, and remember what happened before only as stepping stone, a path that you had to go down so that you could get where you are now... so yeah, it wasn't a waist, it was hard, but a learning experience. and dont you dare ever say that your are stupid, nothing, or that no one cares. you are everything to me hon. dont foget that. i love you!

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lifesmymachine [2005-02-17 03:00:00 +0000 UTC]

aww im so sorry
just rememeber that it is all in the past and all you have to think about is the future, after all thats all that really matters

no regrets, no sorrows, just dream on! be ready for the future, but live today

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