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Published: 2009-03-13 19:22:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 127; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Description Is it really cheating?
I'm not with him,
I only told him,
I love him.
He only said it back.
We only talked about,
being together,
When my relationship,
With you is over.
We only talked...
I don't feel like
I'm cheating on you.
But what If I am?
I love him...
But I also love you,
Maybe less than him,
But it's still love.

Zach,
I love you,
But i don't know
If I'm cheating.
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Comments: 36

Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-13 23:29:38 +0000 UTC]

I think you should end it with this guy.

I mean it sounds like you aren't giving him all you are because you're in love with someone else and maybe that's why he's being like all avoiding and stuff. I mean I know I couldn't date someone who was in love with someone else.

Hope things work out though!

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-21 18:39:53 +0000 UTC]

Ya, theres no problem with that anymore. Due to events, my ex isn't talking to me anymore. probably for the best though! Turns out that's not why he was avoiding me though, he had alternate reasons, that made sense.

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-21 21:58:45 +0000 UTC]

oh okay. are things better?

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-26 22:03:24 +0000 UTC]

Sorta, there was a lot of drama. again. Were trying to work things out again though. He's just my friend, but he cares so much more, and such a different level than just friends care. I care at that same level probably more about him. Theirs so much going on, I think we need that break from each other now.

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-27 01:31:58 +0000 UTC]

Yeah i kinda get that. my best friend that i like a lot, it seems like he cares more than he lets me see. it's all very complicated.

hope things get better.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-27 01:43:56 +0000 UTC]

ya, it'd confusing!

thanks, hope things are good with you!

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-27 01:50:48 +0000 UTC]

thanks, they're okay. no drama to complain about

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-27 01:58:56 +0000 UTC]

lolz lucky you!

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-27 02:04:33 +0000 UTC]

yeah well ive had my share haha

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-30 01:17:09 +0000 UTC]

hehe k. I guess we all get our drama you know?

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-30 02:17:31 +0000 UTC]

yes, mine is calming down. finally.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-30 17:37:26 +0000 UTC]

lucky....mine just keeps going and never stops... but good for you either way.

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-30 17:40:54 +0000 UTC]

for awhile mine did too. it kinda still does but i don't let it bother me as much as it used to.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-30 18:09:12 +0000 UTC]

oh, well thats good that your not letting ti bother you then.

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-30 18:12:29 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I supose.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-30 18:37:15 +0000 UTC]

yup, happy things are going better for you

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-30 19:38:48 +0000 UTC]

thanks, they are kinda.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-03-30 20:21:10 +0000 UTC]

cool, 'kinda'?

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-03-30 23:18:38 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i don't know. it's...complicated.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-04-02 00:59:19 +0000 UTC]

ok, well feel free to talk to me about it if you want. I'm good at listening and stuffs...

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-04-02 03:07:41 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much. the guy i like told me that he doesn't think it would ever work for us and that he's hurting too.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-04-07 15:18:26 +0000 UTC]

wow. that really sucks. I know how it feels though. It hurts. You just got to wait, sometimes it will work later, just not at that moment.

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-04-07 17:44:11 +0000 UTC]

yeah i hope it will work later. thanks.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-04-08 16:52:45 +0000 UTC]

yup, welcomes. hehe were both waiting for relationships to work out later!

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-04-08 17:41:19 +0000 UTC]

yeah well i've never been in one and i really love him. i hope it works with us.
i really do.

i hope everything works out for you too haha

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-04-08 19:13:00 +0000 UTC]

Really? wow. Well if you love him, then they can be very amazing.always having that someone to be there.
yes.

Thankies!

-kAR

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-04-08 19:18:11 +0000 UTC]

yeah i like having him here as a best friend even though we aren't dating. but if we were it would be so much better. he took me out to these railroad tracks near his house, in the middle of nowhere, just me and him...it was amazing. it was kinda raining the sun was showing a little.

it was perfect haha.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-04-08 19:26:30 +0000 UTC]

wow. That's sooo amazing! I can't imagine that not being perfect!

haha I've never really done anything like that...well actually i took my boyfriend up on a roof top a while back, long before we were dating. The moon was out and everything. It was great.

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-04-08 19:27:39 +0000 UTC]

yeah, it was amazing haha.

aww well he asked me what i was thinking and it came out of nowhere so i didn't know what to say :/

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-04-08 19:33:15 +0000 UTC]

haha cool

oh, well what did you say?

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-04-08 19:40:52 +0000 UTC]

nothing i just asked him what he was saying. what i had to say probably wasn't what he was thinking. soo

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-04-08 19:53:06 +0000 UTC]

oh...well at least you didn't just sit there looking like a total idiot...

-Writer

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Twilightjunkie94 In reply to LoveSickWriter [2009-04-08 23:09:10 +0000 UTC]

yeah that's true haha.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Twilightjunkie94 [2009-04-13 16:20:50 +0000 UTC]

haha yup! though sometimes shutting up is better, just not in that case.

-kAR

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Shanzae [2009-03-13 20:27:11 +0000 UTC]

love it.
hope things work out for you thou.

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LoveSickWriter In reply to Shanzae [2009-03-30 01:17:32 +0000 UTC]

thankies! I hope they do too.

-Writer

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