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Published: 2012-08-13 08:30:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 166; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Description As the moon rises your lover's chest rises with it. You watch as the night breeze brush the light curls in her hair, and you move to correct them. You sigh to yourself as you know how much you love her, but how much you've stopped. You comb your fingers through your hair, and you sigh deeply. Telling her that you want to end the relationship wasn't going to be easy, but it something you have to do.

Tears swell in your eyes as you think about this, you can't just go ahead and tell her to go see other people, after all the shit you've gone through that wouldn't be fair. You look at her sleeping, peaceful face. It angers you that you could do this to her, of all people, but it would be unfair to not give her what she deserves. You crawl under the covers as you wonder what to tell her tomorrow.

Tomorrow comes in gloomy, and grey, a perfect fit with your mood. She makes you breakfast as you come down stairs. You greet her with a kiss, but she could tell your mood is as depressed as the cloud covered sky. "What's wrong?" She asked as she hands you a mug of warm coffee. You don't take a sip; instead stare into your own reflection in the dark liquid. You sigh, and look at her. You can't bare the shame in the fact that you're going to tell her, but you don't have a choice. "Listen, I-I can't…" You pause to fight back tears. "I-I can't be with you anymore." You muttered letting go of the cup. You then move to stand up, and she grabs your arm. Even though there's sadness in her eyes, you can tell she's not all too bothered with the news, which throws you off. "I understand. Can you at least stay for breakfast?" She asks with a sad smile. Confused you sit down, and nod you head.

As she returns to making the meal, you wonder if she was thinking the same thing, or was just going to throw this in your face later. Either way you were glad you can have peace of mind for now.
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