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You're too close to me
To be able to comfort me
When I truly need it

Your opinion matters to me
And when you say such cruel words
I just can't comprehend
Why you would be like this

All I have shown you
Was kindness
But maybe that wasn't
What I should have done

You're making me feel
Like you've abandoned me
And I don't belong in your life anymore

You're just a page in the book called My Life
And you tore yourself from it
Without even asking me
And that leaves me feeling
Like I've done something wrong

I thought you would stay by my side
When I reached hard times
But you fled when I told you
You just abandoned me

You never gave me a second glance
And now whenever I see you anywhere
You act as though I no longer exist

I'm not a part of your future anymore
But I made myself fit into yours
Although it felt impossible to be
Someone that was good enough for you

You acted like someone I could depend on
But when I turn my back
I don't notice how you were preparing
For my down fall

I'll never fully understand you
I thought we had a bond
But apparently all of our memories
Were made out of thin air

I can't tell what was
Truly reality
And what was a lie

Your vision of me
Was truly tainted
And I can't fit your mold
Or who you wanted me to be

You leave me with this cold feeling inside
Just stealing all of my emotions
And never returning them to me
It leaves me feeling empty

I can't let your name
Even pass my lips
It just makes me feel
Such an intense hate

Every time you try
So hard to gain
My trust back
I will not give in

You say anything
That would want me
To come back
And put you in my life again

You looked better in a photograph
Because this image can alter itself
Your facial expression changes
As I glance at you each time

A smile turns to a frown
A look of love turns to one of hate
When your hand held onto mine
It just begins to burn my flesh

Your mark is imprinted on my soul
And no matter how much I try
It won't leave me

I liked it better
When I never knew
Who you were

You had such a control over me
That I couldn't express anything in words
And even when I didn't want to do something
Somehow I found myself saying yes

Your spell is broken at last
But if you ever come back
I will do anything that I can
To not be controlled by you anymore