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MatsyTheDoctor — Reality Check
Published: 2011-11-19 01:18:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 34; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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Description I know that
When I used to
Talk about you
It was all negatively
But I'm passed all of that
And I apologized
For all of it

I know that whenever
I see you
That I can't control myself
When I'm in front of you

I know that when I see you
A part of me just felt complete
It's been too damn long
And I know that my heart
Just misses you

I made you leave me
And I pushed you away
But I was scared
That you wouldn't want me

But I know that
You want me still
Even now
And I don't understand it
You confuse me so much

I regretted a lot of things
But it was because
That I hurt you so much
And I apologized for it all

I just want to change
And finally fix
The reason why you leave

We both have separate lives
But now you'll be closer to me
Then you've ever been

I honestly can't contain my excitement
But I still have to hide it a little longer
I know that you would do
Whatever was necessary to see me
Even if it was putting up with me
And the way that I still act

I don't understand
How you put up with me
Every time I drive you away
But you're still there

And when I see you
We just reconnect
Like I never left

It's like all those years
That just flew by
Never existed at all

I can't help deny
That what I feel for you
Comes alive every time
You're right before me

I know that before
I was so angry and hurt
But I'm passed all of that now

I just want to move on
From who I was
And I hope you
Can embrace
Who I am now

I had a vision of you
When I was younger
And now that I've grown some
I can see who you are

I just needed a reality check
And I'm finally getting one
Even if it's years later
It's honestly what I needed

I won't think about
Those what ifs
Or what could've been
There's no point in it anymore

What happens
Will happen
And all I can
Do is wait
For it to unfold

Maybe we'll fall in love
All over again
But until then
Let's just stay
Where we are now

We'll share our hopes
And all of our dreams
I just feel happy
That I'm letting you
Finally see me

I'll share a world with you
That we weren't able
To share before

And we'll forget
About our past
And just start over
All over again

Maybe we'll start
With a simple hello
And see where
It leads to

I know now
That I don't know
What I'd do
If I truly lost you

Every time I think
About you leaving
And never returning
I can't help admit
That it makes me
Want to cry

It makes me feel
like I've lost something
So important
To me

And you're so familiar
That I know
No matter where I go
You'll always
Be my home
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