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Saturday came and Amethyst did do much at all. She stayed in bed most of the day, even when she officially woke up. She thought about Friday at the coffee shop, and what she is thinking is confusing. One thought, she felt horrible about bringing Taehyun down so many times. But another thought was that she found him annoying and she wanted peace to herself, and it was getting the better of her. Her heart ached at the many emotions she was feeling.

I'd show a smile, but I'm to weak...
I'd share with you could I only speak...
Just how much this hurts me...

Amethyst sang a song that described how she felt, not just to herself but also knowing that she can't trust anyone enough to let her speak about her life. But thinking like this, she might not make any friends, which is one of Amethyst's many fears.

Finally, she got out of bed and changed her clothes. She made herself lunch, and afterward, she grabbed her backpack and went out for the day. She walked around Seoul, and went to a different cafe in hopes that she won't see Taehyun there. She ordered a coffee and sat down at a corner. This cafe was packed, but only because there's singing night. This is a good chance for Amethyst to show off her talent, but she thought that only bands who have permission can sing.

But when the current singer is done, someone else came up and asked for another person to sing. Anyone. Amethyst wanted to run up there, but she was very hesitant about it. But after a good two minutes and no one went up there, Amethyst volunteered herself. She took the microphone and stood in silence for a moment. Finally, after she took a breath, she started to sing.

She sang the same song she sang to herself earlier at home. It was a perfect escape. The song matches her true feelings, so when she sang, a lot of emotion showed.

I'd show a smile but I'm too weak...
I'd share with you could I only speak...
Just how much this hurts me...

Just how much this hurts me...

Just how much you...

Amethyst was done with the song, and apparently, she was so into the song that she had tears streaming down her cheeks. She felt embarrassed, even though the cafe clapped for her.

"Kamsahamnida..." Amethyst bowed then immediately left the cafe.

She was immediately wanted to go home, but when she looked up, she stopped her tracks. Taehyun was in front of her, and he looks...different. She was shocked. His clothing style changed, his hair style changed, and what? Oh my goodness, he's wearing eyeliner. He looks...good! I wonder why he changed though? To be honest, Amethyst finds this style on him to be attractive. But she remembers that he's an annoying person who won't leave her alone. No matter where she goes, Taehyun is there. She can't seem to escape from him.

Remembering that she was crying, Amethyst tried to leave. But Taehyun stopped her by hugging her. She was shocked. She was stiffed and felt a bit uneasy. But then she noticed that this is not your normal everyday hug. This one had some sort of feeling to it. Some sort of...comfort. It felt amazing. Amethyst's stiff body became relaxed, leaning her head on Taehyun's shoulder, but keeping her arms to herself. This hug lasted for a while, at least a good five minutes. Amethyst noticed that she stopped crying a few minutes ago. It was like Taehyun's hug was the cure from crying.

"Would you talk about it now?"

Amethyst responded by shaking her head no.

"What can I do to make you feel better?"

"I don't know...but as much as I hate it, being in your presence is comforting me right now."

The ending response actually surprised Taehyun, but at the same time, it meant the world to him. He offered for them to sit down at a near by bench. After sitting for a while, the silence became awkward again, but at the same time, for Amethyst, it was comforting. She finally looked at Taehyun after a while.

"Why are you dressed like that?"

"Hmm?"

Amethyst pointed to what he was wearing, and his hair, and his eyes. Taehyun felt embarrassed and slightly turned pink. How am I suppose to tell you this?

"I dress like this on occasion." Taehyun decided to only tell part of the truth. Honestly, he loves this style, but it's rare for him to dress in such a way, especially because of school.

"I like that style on you. You look good." Amethyst complimented, then looked down 'cause she felt her cheeks turn pink.

Did I just seriously get a compliment from Amethyst? Did this seriously just happen? Taehyun felt his cheeks become redder. "I'm...I'm flattered."

Amethyst got up from her seat and tried to walk away. Taehyun was confused by the sudden movement and stopped her and pulled her back. His eyes widen when he saw her eyes pink from crying again. She was trying to run away because she doesn't like to cry in front of people obviously Taehyun noticed from yesterday also.

I want to break those walls...I want you to tell me what's wrong, because it's hurting me seeing you like this...please trust me....Taehyun thought. He doesn't know how much longer he can be strong through the pain she was putting him through, and also seeing her cry, before he breaks himself.

Taehyun wiped Amethyst's tears away, Amethyst eyes looked away in embarrassment. While wiping her cheeks, Taehyun really looked at her. She's beautiful...and before anyone knew what was going on, Taehyun kissed her. Actually, it was barely a kiss, it was more of a brush. Amethyst on the other hand was freaking out, her eyes widen and her body became stiff. She's confused, but more disgusted if anything. But her body was too stiff to back away or push Taehyun away from her. All she can do was lower her eyes and look away to the side. Luckily, the 'kiss' didn't last for anymore than a second or two since Taehyun finally realized what he was doing and backed away immediately. He was shocked about what just happened, and the expression he saw on Amethyst's face wasn't good.

"I-I'm so s-sorry..." Taehyun said. "I-I wasn't thinking-"

"I need to go home..." Amethyst came up with an excuse to leave and ran off.

Taehyun was left alone. He mentally yelled at himself for messing up and possibly pushing Amethyst away further than what she already was. If her hatred for him from being mad and upset for some unknown reason drove her away, this event might have him lose her forever. You're stupid, Taehyun. Why didn't you catch yourself sooner? This possibly hurt your friendship with her forever, even if she gets over her angry phase. You messed up big time. He keeps thinking to himself over and over.

You messed up big time...

Description
Saturday came and Amethyst did do much at all. She stayed in bed most of the day, even when she officially woke up. She thought about Friday at the coffee shop, and what she is thinking is confusing. One thought, she felt horrible about bringing Taehyun down so many times. But another thought was that she found him annoying and she wanted peace to herself, and it was getting the better of her. Her heart ached at the many emotions she was feeling.

I'd show a smile, but I'm to weak...
I'd share with you could I only speak...
Just how much this hurts me...

Amethyst sang a song that described how she felt, not just to herself but also knowing that she can't trust anyone enough to let her speak about her life. But thinking like this, she might not make any friends, which is one of Amethyst's many fears.

Finally, she got out of bed and changed her clothes. She made herself lunch, and afterward, she grabbed her backpack and went out for the day. She walked around Seoul, and went to a different cafe in hopes that she won't see Taehyun there. She ordered a coffee and sat down at a corner. This cafe was packed, but only because there's singing night. This is a good chance for Amethyst to show off her talent, but she thought that only bands who have permission can sing.

But when the current singer is done, someone else came up and asked for another person to sing. Anyone. Amethyst wanted to run up there, but she was very hesitant about it. But after a good two minutes and no one went up there, Amethyst volunteered herself. She took the microphone and stood in silence for a moment. Finally, after she took a breath, she started to sing.

She sang the same song she sang to herself earlier at home. It was a perfect escape. The song matches her true feelings, so when she sang, a lot of emotion showed.

I'd show a smile but I'm too weak...
I'd share with you could I only speak...
Just how much this hurts me...

Just how much this hurts me...

Just how much you...

Amethyst was done with the song, and apparently, she was so into the song that she had tears streaming down her cheeks. She felt embarrassed, even though the cafe clapped for her.

"Kamsahamnida..." Amethyst bowed then immediately left the cafe.

She was immediately wanted to go home, but when she looked up, she stopped her tracks. Taehyun was in front of her, and he looks...different. She was shocked. His clothing style changed, his hair style changed, and what? Oh my goodness, he's wearing eyeliner. He looks...good! I wonder why he changed though? To be honest, Amethyst finds this style on him to be attractive. But she remembers that he's an annoying person who won't leave her alone. No matter where she goes, Taehyun is there. She can't seem to escape from him.

Remembering that she was crying, Amethyst tried to leave. But Taehyun stopped her by hugging her. She was shocked. She was stiffed and felt a bit uneasy. But then she noticed that this is not your normal everyday hug. This one had some sort of feeling to it. Some sort of...comfort. It felt amazing. Amethyst's stiff body became relaxed, leaning her head on Taehyun's shoulder, but keeping her arms to herself. This hug lasted for a while, at least a good five minutes. Amethyst noticed that she stopped crying a few minutes ago. It was like Taehyun's hug was the cure from crying.

"Would you talk about it now?"

Amethyst responded by shaking her head no.

"What can I do to make you feel better?"

"I don't know...but as much as I hate it, being in your presence is comforting me right now."

The ending response actually surprised Taehyun, but at the same time, it meant the world to him. He offered for them to sit down at a near by bench. After sitting for a while, the silence became awkward again, but at the same time, for Amethyst, it was comforting. She finally looked at Taehyun after a while.

"Why are you dressed like that?"

"Hmm?"

Amethyst pointed to what he was wearing, and his hair, and his eyes. Taehyun felt embarrassed and slightly turned pink. How am I suppose to tell you this?

"I dress like this on occasion." Taehyun decided to only tell part of the truth. Honestly, he loves this style, but it's rare for him to dress in such a way, especially because of school.

"I like that style on you. You look good." Amethyst complimented, then looked down 'cause she felt her cheeks turn pink.

Did I just seriously get a compliment from Amethyst? Did this seriously just happen? Taehyun felt his cheeks become redder. "I'm...I'm flattered."

Amethyst got up from her seat and tried to walk away. Taehyun was confused by the sudden movement and stopped her and pulled her back. His eyes widen when he saw her eyes pink from crying again. She was trying to run away because she doesn't like to cry in front of people obviously Taehyun noticed from yesterday also.

I want to break those walls...I want you to tell me what's wrong, because it's hurting me seeing you like this...please trust me....Taehyun thought. He doesn't know how much longer he can be strong through the pain she was putting him through, and also seeing her cry, before he breaks himself.

Taehyun wiped Amethyst's tears away, Amethyst eyes looked away in embarrassment. While wiping her cheeks, Taehyun really looked at her. She's beautiful...and before anyone knew what was going on, Taehyun kissed her. Actually, it was barely a kiss, it was more of a brush. Amethyst on the other hand was freaking out, her eyes widen and her body became stiff. She's confused, but more disgusted if anything. But her body was too stiff to back away or push Taehyun away from her. All she can do was lower her eyes and look away to the side. Luckily, the 'kiss' didn't last for anymore than a second or two since Taehyun finally realized what he was doing and backed away immediately. He was shocked about what just happened, and the expression he saw on Amethyst's face wasn't good.

"I-I'm so s-sorry..." Taehyun said. "I-I wasn't thinking-"

"I need to go home..." Amethyst came up with an excuse to leave and ran off.

Taehyun was left alone. He mentally yelled at himself for messing up and possibly pushing Amethyst away further than what she already was. If her hatred for him from being mad and upset for some unknown reason drove her away, this event might have him lose her forever. You're stupid, Taehyun. Why didn't you catch yourself sooner? This possibly hurt your friendship with her forever, even if she gets over her angry phase. You messed up big time. He keeps thinking to himself over and over.

You messed up big time...