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The night sky fell and filled with stars, the moon appeared bright in the clear sky. Andrew was still out, sitting on the roof of his house, being his normal self. It seems that as soon the night sky falls, he is his normal being, until sunrise, he is being back to being controlled that he is evil. Though, during fall is when he is the most hurt, rather than random times during the day. Andrew thinks back what happened earlier earlier that day. The way he is hurting Kabocha and threatening her friends, threatening to kill Kabocha if she doesn't let Aoi go.

That is the one thing that hurts the Andrew the most, the urge to Kabocha if she doesn't leave the one she loves. The real him knew that she would rather die then break up, but the evil in him refuses to acknowledge that. He also felt terrible that he had shorten her time limit to three more days rather than six more days. This evilness that's inside him is hurting his good friend dearly.

About the break up or die threat, Andrew does have a confession. He really does want to be with Kabocha, but not to the point where he would take away someone she already has. He is honestly happy with Kabocha and Aoi. Earlier today proved that their relationship is too strong to break, even though Kabocha had input on the explanation.

Andrew remembered a time where he almost made his move. Back in their junior year, after school as always, Andrew and Kabocha were hanging out. They were talking and joking around with one another. This was about a week or so after Andrew started to have feelings for her. Kabocha became depressed again, but she wouldn't say what's wrong. Andrew wouldn't know how to help if she doesn't say anything. Kabocha eventually said she felt unloved and tired of being alone, since at that time she lost her brother, Terensu. Andrew didn't know how to fix the tired of being alone part, but maybe it will be a great time to show how he really felt. He pulled Kabocha closer to him, but then he started to rethink about what's going to happen. Time is making him think about what he was about do and how it maybe affect Kabocha at her current stage. In fear of the possibility of ruining their frienship, Andrew decided to huge her instead. Kabocha didn't know how to think or feel about the random hug.

"You are loved, Kabocha." Andrew said.

"Thank you." Kabocha said.

"Je t'aime." Andrew whispered, knowing that he still doesn't have the confidence to say what's on his heart.

That is a day that Andrew can't let go of to this day. He wonders how different their friendship would be if he went through with his move. It could have been different in a good way or bad way. But he has seen how happy she is with Aoi. They're perfect together, he wouldn't threaten them to fall apart. He knows eventually that he needs to let go of these feelings for her. Kabocha is someone he will always treasure, and as long as she's happy, he is happy too. He wouldn't do anything to take her happiness away. But as long as that evil spirit remains in him, he can't do anything to save and protect her from harm. He the only thing he could do was what he did before the countdown happened, for her to remain far away from him.

Being this way for months, Andrew is tired of it already. He hasn't hurt anyone as badly as Kabocha. To know that his false use of magic to make her depressed is terrible. Andrew wished he knew how to defeat the spirit, but he knows that he couldn't, and it hurts him to know that.

Andrew went back to his room through the window nearest to him to stop thinking for the rest of the night. Hoping that he won't be evil day after day, but he knew that it won't happen, and knowing that is why he never has faith in him or anyone or anything.

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Kabocah is still awake in her room, thinking of more than just her friend. Something that happen two or three years ago makes her scared. Kabocha has something a more terrible things on her mind that scared friends in the past. That thought...was ending her life.

The thing is..Kabocha herself doesn't know why such a thought is on her mind. She doesn't know or remember why she is so depressed. According to her friends, it's because of Andrew. She doesn't know if they're true or not, but she doesn't want to believe it. She doesn't want to believe Andrew is controlling her to be like this.

But just this recently, tonight to be exact after the encounter with Andrew, death came to Kabocha's mind. It's haunting her again, exactly how she felt and feared a few years ago. She even wrote a 'goodbye' note and hid it until she needs it. Again, her true thoughts doesn't know why this is happening, but her controlled thoughts knew that the end is near. Kabocha went to sleep that night in hopes that the negativity, yet again, will be gone the next day.

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The night sky fell and filled with stars, the moon appeared bright in the clear sky. Andrew was still out, sitting on the roof of his house, being his normal self. It seems that as soon the night sky falls, he is his normal being, until sunrise, he is being back to being controlled that he is evil. Though, during fall is when he is the most hurt, rather than random times during the day. Andrew thinks back what happened earlier earlier that day. The way he is hurting Kabocha and threatening her friends, threatening to kill Kabocha if she doesn't let Aoi go.

That is the one thing that hurts the Andrew the most, the urge to Kabocha if she doesn't leave the one she loves. The real him knew that she would rather die then break up, but the evil in him refuses to acknowledge that. He also felt terrible that he had shorten her time limit to three more days rather than six more days. This evilness that's inside him is hurting his good friend dearly.

About the break up or die threat, Andrew does have a confession. He really does want to be with Kabocha, but not to the point where he would take away someone she already has. He is honestly happy with Kabocha and Aoi. Earlier today proved that their relationship is too strong to break, even though Kabocha had input on the explanation.

Andrew remembered a time where he almost made his move. Back in their junior year, after school as always, Andrew and Kabocha were hanging out. They were talking and joking around with one another. This was about a week or so after Andrew started to have feelings for her. Kabocha became depressed again, but she wouldn't say what's wrong. Andrew wouldn't know how to help if she doesn't say anything. Kabocha eventually said she felt unloved and tired of being alone, since at that time she lost her brother, Terensu. Andrew didn't know how to fix the tired of being alone part, but maybe it will be a great time to show how he really felt. He pulled Kabocha closer to him, but then he started to rethink about what's going to happen. Time is making him think about what he was about do and how it maybe affect Kabocha at her current stage. In fear of the possibility of ruining their frienship, Andrew decided to huge her instead. Kabocha didn't know how to think or feel about the random hug.

"You are loved, Kabocha." Andrew said.

"Thank you." Kabocha said.

"Je t'aime." Andrew whispered, knowing that he still doesn't have the confidence to say what's on his heart.

That is a day that Andrew can't let go of to this day. He wonders how different their friendship would be if he went through with his move. It could have been different in a good way or bad way. But he has seen how happy she is with Aoi. They're perfect together, he wouldn't threaten them to fall apart. He knows eventually that he needs to let go of these feelings for her. Kabocha is someone he will always treasure, and as long as she's happy, he is happy too. He wouldn't do anything to take her happiness away. But as long as that evil spirit remains in him, he can't do anything to save and protect her from harm. He the only thing he could do was what he did before the countdown happened, for her to remain far away from him.

Being this way for months, Andrew is tired of it already. He hasn't hurt anyone as badly as Kabocha. To know that his false use of magic to make her depressed is terrible. Andrew wished he knew how to defeat the spirit, but he knows that he couldn't, and it hurts him to know that.

Andrew went back to his room through the window nearest to him to stop thinking for the rest of the night. Hoping that he won't be evil day after day, but he knew that it won't happen, and knowing that is why he never has faith in him or anyone or anything.

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Kabocah is still awake in her room, thinking of more than just her friend. Something that happen two or three years ago makes her scared. Kabocha has something a more terrible things on her mind that scared friends in the past. That thought...was ending her life.

The thing is..Kabocha herself doesn't know why such a thought is on her mind. She doesn't know or remember why she is so depressed. According to her friends, it's because of Andrew. She doesn't know if they're true or not, but she doesn't want to believe it. She doesn't want to believe Andrew is controlling her to be like this.

But just this recently, tonight to be exact after the encounter with Andrew, death came to Kabocha's mind. It's haunting her again, exactly how she felt and feared a few years ago. She even wrote a 'goodbye' note and hid it until she needs it. Again, her true thoughts doesn't know why this is happening, but her controlled thoughts knew that the end is near. Kabocha went to sleep that night in hopes that the negativity, yet again, will be gone the next day.