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Mendedpixie — Attack Attack
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Published: 2013-07-09 16:06:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 101; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description
SittingWatching my favorite film
Happy
Suddenly, deep in my soul
Restlessness
I know it's coming
Panic
I continue sitting, ignoring the
Tingling
That is crawling across my skin
Heartbeat
Is rising, faster, faster
Thoughts
Appear, hideous and negative
Rushing
Unbidden, uncontrollable through my mind
Stumbling
I run to the bathroom
Hiding
My feelings explode
Gasp
Into a deafeningly quiet
Gasp
Cacophony of panic
Crawling
Down to the floor
Chest
Is being crushed
Sobs
Rack my body
Mouth
Opens in a silent scream
Hands
Tear at my hair and sides
Gag
I lean over the toilet
Retching
Trying to rid myself of the
Chaos
Tearing my body and mind
Apart
The panic starts to ebb
Thump
But I don't feel relief
Thump
As my heartbeat starts to
Slow
I leave my hiding spot, seemingly
Collected
The film starts again, but no one
Notices
How tired and shaken I feel
