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i tried to bleed you out todayand most of you
flowed down the drain
but some lingered
and soon grew
replacing the lost you in me
i held my arm
and cried
and cursed you
because no matter what i do
i can't seem
to be rid of you
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Comments: 22
sparklesatine [2004-06-12 19:10:10 +0000 UTC]
I agree with Pendragon-I love the visuals and imagery you use. I hope it gets better for you. I hate being lonely and having those certain guys torment you.
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Pendragon2879 [2004-06-12 00:01:28 +0000 UTC]
Love the visuals. Its so freakin true, I can never bleed anyone out enough for them to completely dissappear, they always come back.
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Soul-Of-Fire [2004-06-11 01:49:45 +0000 UTC]
I went through that with some asshole that I used to be head over heels for.....stupid men
Keep it real.
~Sha~
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moldygrape In reply to Soul-Of-Fire [2004-06-11 02:03:57 +0000 UTC]
ahh, i have had but ONE boyfriend...and it was on the 4th grade. pathetic...but *sigh*...i donno. haven't been "asked out" lately so, i'm lonely.
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Soul-Of-Fire In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-11 02:06:29 +0000 UTC]
I've pretty much given up on guys.....seriously, out of the ones that I've been with, not one of them really gave a fuck, and I was either just there, or used for something. Then people wonder why I'm bi...gah, oh well.....and now I have Heather, so I'm set to go for the rest of my life
Keep it real.
~Sha~
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moldygrape In reply to Soul-Of-Fire [2004-06-11 02:12:57 +0000 UTC]
heather sounds awesome. I ENVY YOU.
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Soul-Of-Fire In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-11 02:15:03 +0000 UTC]
*lol* Cute A lot of my friends do, actually, which is kinda...odd...
Heather's great, man. I think you'd love her to pieces
Keep it real.
~Sha~
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moldygrape In reply to Soul-Of-Fire [2004-06-11 02:17:49 +0000 UTC]
yah? bah...*is reminded of how alone i am*...oh well, you've found ur person...i suppose i will find mine.
good luck with her. dont let her go...
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Soul-Of-Fire In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-11 02:30:01 +0000 UTC]
Oh I won't. Trust me. I've already 'informally' proposed to her (sounds fucked, I know), and if we're still good and stuff after we're both finished High School (She's a year younger than me), I'm gonna officially ask her
Keep it real.
~Sha~
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moldygrape In reply to Soul-Of-Fire [2004-06-11 02:53:24 +0000 UTC]
really? thats AWESOME!! are you gonna go all down on the knee and everything? omg how romantic.. lol, jk. hehe, but still i'm happy for you
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Soul-Of-Fire In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-11 02:58:55 +0000 UTC]
Wanna know how I asked her out?
Went to a place here called The Redburry Patch, bought a dusty pink coloured rose, then a silver ring with a little abstract pattern on it. I had them tie the ring to the rose with ribbon. Bring it to school, keep her from seeing it. ALL my friends know what I'm gonna do, so at recess on March 11th, 2004, they all hoard around my locker and watch as I make her shut her eyes. Then I take the rose out of my locker, put it in her hand, then when she opens her eyes, looks at it, then looks at me, I ask her. Yes, I'm a sap.
Keep it real.
~Sha~
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moldygrape In reply to Soul-Of-Fire [2004-06-11 03:00:27 +0000 UTC]
omg....thats clever. i like the rose thing. romantic.
has anyone given you grief about your sexuality at ur school?
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Soul-Of-Fire In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-11 18:57:20 +0000 UTC]
Oh all the time. But not so much now, 'cause I've done some hard ass threatening lately
Some people are just the usual dumbasses that like to state the obvious by shouting out shit like "Hey, you guys are dykes!" and crap like that. Then there's the people you just learn to block out, because you can't even decipher what they're TRYING to insult you with because their stupidity is that complex. Then there's the people that are just plain fucking ignorant and I threaten to make swallow their own teeth and drink the blood from my knuckles if they don't fuck right the hell off. But I don't care, really. It doesn't bother me, 'cause I know I have something they'll never get; real love, and someone like Heather. And that's all that matters to me.
Keep it real.
~Sha~
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moldygrape In reply to Soul-Of-Fire [2004-06-12 00:46:31 +0000 UTC]
man, you are strong...i'd crumble...
anyway...^^ i like the threatening part. that can word wonders.
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moldygrape In reply to punkgoddess [2004-06-11 01:48:07 +0000 UTC]
stephen...no you must me talking about JEFF. heh, i dont have that problem. -_-
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punkgoddess In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-11 01:50:04 +0000 UTC]
yeah "JEFF" is annoying too...you know what scared me? STEPHEN AND I ACCTUALLY HAD A 2 MIN CONVERSATION TOGETHER TODAY AND WE ACCTUALLY LAUGHED...and then he fucked it up by being mean to me today...DAMN IT. jeff is a bitch...ROAR...
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moldygrape In reply to punkgoddess [2004-06-11 02:04:47 +0000 UTC]
jeff is a horny bitch. *glances at jeff* omg... *sees that he is staring ur ass...* HAHAHAHAAH!
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moldygrape In reply to punkgoddess [2004-06-11 02:11:00 +0000 UTC]
please tell me?? *puppy face* whoops sorry ^^
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punkgoddess In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-11 02:12:46 +0000 UTC]
fred...really i don't want to talk about him...
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