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Published: 2004-06-15 23:00:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 19; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 5
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Description i'm sick of this
these tears have flowed
long enough
its time to let you go
let me go

too often
do you run through me
destroying all my strength
making me fall to my knees
wishing i were dead

too often
do i gaze at all these pills
knives
whatever
and my eyes glaze
...should i?
no
you dont own me
if i did this
you would win
and i would loose

you make my healed wounds
rip open
now fresh with bright blood
and i cringe
away from you
holding back my scream

as i run to my dark corner
to heal once again
inside i know
you'll always be there
to make me bleed all the more
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Comments: 14

mutexvoice [2004-06-26 01:27:35 +0000 UTC]

you're a really depressing person sometimes. But then again, everyone kinda is. We all get that. Some more often then others. just cheer up! yea yea!!

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moldygrape In reply to mutexvoice [2004-06-26 01:38:24 +0000 UTC]

thanks i will.

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MoonlitShadow [2004-06-17 02:08:07 +0000 UTC]

i'm so sorry there is no way i can help you escape hell. THat sounds horrible. I wish you luck in finding your way.

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moldygrape In reply to MoonlitShadow [2004-06-17 02:11:40 +0000 UTC]

thanks much appeciated

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MoonlitShadow In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-17 02:12:45 +0000 UTC]

you are very welcome, again i must laugh at how much alike our work is...

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moldygrape In reply to MoonlitShadow [2004-06-17 02:13:22 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i know...its creepy but AWESOME!!

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MoonlitShadow In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-17 02:14:08 +0000 UTC]

yeah, totally cool! :high-five:

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moldygrape In reply to MoonlitShadow [2004-06-17 02:14:54 +0000 UTC]

lol, yes we rock i donno...my stuff sounds the same...so i'm trying to write about more stuff...*shrug*

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MoonlitShadow In reply to moldygrape [2004-06-17 02:15:57 +0000 UTC]

tis interesting that. Tis a great idea.

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moldygrape In reply to MoonlitShadow [2004-06-17 02:16:30 +0000 UTC]

thanks ^^

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sparklesatine [2004-06-16 04:51:44 +0000 UTC]

wow... Very intense. I can definitely relate to that

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moldygrape In reply to sparklesatine [2004-06-16 05:04:32 +0000 UTC]

yah? i donno, i was justing thinking...and picking at this scab on my hand so i was like...wounds...blood...yah.

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Pendragon2879 [2004-06-16 01:12:49 +0000 UTC]

Well it kinda had the same feel to it at the beginning as your other poems. But it twisted nearing the end with the person causing you physical pain. Something easily relateable to. Is it really that bad?

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moldygrape In reply to Pendragon2879 [2004-06-16 04:04:24 +0000 UTC]

sometimes yah. i mean i've actually had times were i started just scratching myself during the night and woke up with these long rerd marks on my legs and arms. other times i try to push the thought away be sleeping...or reading or writing...but writing usually gets me thinking about that. theres no escaping this hell.

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