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Description
the constant change
of state of mind
will not judge the morals
of which I design
the infinite memories
to be spawned couldn't
replace the fond
mements I desire

but it's almost like
a mold going within
detremental to myself
as I began to ignore it
it completely.
utterly.
festered.

spewed out
against the content
of my fabric
and changed my figure
to alter my vision
without a realistic grasp
on life

however
I tried to fight
through this
hazardous
state of being
only led
to a later
resignation.

the need
for consistency
and
the longing
for passion
caused for a change
in myself along with
a change in time
place and space
but no matter how
I'd cover my walls

this virus
can't be
won't be
disguised

as much as I cared
to keep myself
self-sustained
I have learned that

to attempt that
is self-destruction
in the making

so I've come the belief
that I might have found
my kind of vaccine
or antibiotic to this
illness

nothing quite ugly
as to keep myself
pincered by it.

I've finally achieved
the reasoning
to understand
that it's in eachother
that we can take
and rebuild these wall

it'll be a burden
and we'll have
our moments
but with time

I'll finally be able
to say
that I've disinfected
and sterilized
my being.

Description
the constant change
of state of mind
will not judge the morals
of which I design
the infinite memories
to be spawned couldn't
replace the fond
mements I desire

but it's almost like
a mold going within
detremental to myself
as I began to ignore it
it completely.
utterly.
festered.

spewed out
against the content
of my fabric
and changed my figure
to alter my vision
without a realistic grasp
on life

however
I tried to fight
through this
hazardous
state of being
only led
to a later
resignation.

the need
for consistency
and
the longing
for passion
caused for a change
in myself along with
a change in time
place and space
but no matter how
I'd cover my walls

this virus
can't be
won't be
disguised

as much as I cared
to keep myself
self-sustained
I have learned that

to attempt that
is self-destruction
in the making

so I've come the belief
that I might have found
my kind of vaccine
or antibiotic to this
illness

nothing quite ugly
as to keep myself
pincered by it.

I've finally achieved
the reasoning
to understand
that it's in eachother
that we can take
and rebuild these wall

it'll be a burden
and we'll have
our moments
but with time

I'll finally be able
to say
that I've disinfected
and sterilized
my being.