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Description You went to work, you did your job – looking after kids with troubled pasts, and it made your heart sing, and you felt that you were meant to be there.
You were making a difference, you were changing lives, you did everything you should.
And he grabbed you, and fed you his dick, and you didn't scream, didn't bite, didn't hurt him because you were worried about him, frightened for him.
You didn't tell because you thought it would never happen again.

You went to work, you did your job – helping those who were scared be less so, those who were violent to be calm, and you felt that you were helping.
And when you were alone, he tore at your clothes and put it in you, ignoring your no, ignoring your pleas for him to stop.
You didn't tell because you were frightened that you would be told it was your fault.

You went to work, you did your job – you vanished from your friends, from those who cared, because you could not speak, could not talk for crying, for believing that you were worthless.
And it kept happening, over and over, and every no from you was his threat to tell, his threat to say you abused him, as he raped you in every way possible.
You didn't tell because you thought they would believe him.

You went to work, you did your job – and they investigated you, because his easy lie made you complicit, saying that you had willingly slept with a teenager.
They sent you home, and you spent hours crying, frightened the police would arrive any moment, that you would be taken away, sent to jail, that his word against yours would always mean that he won.
You hadn't told because you were frightened of this – and it had happened.

A teacher raped by her underage student is still a rape victim, still a rape survivor, still a woman in pain, in trauma, crying out into the darkness.
I have heard her cry.
I have heard her wish to die rather than face her reality.
I have talked to her into the night, telling her that justice will out, that truth will out, and that she is not to blame.
I have heard her story, I have heard her pain, and I know it is truth.
I know that he raped her.
And I know that without help, his lies will convict her.
He has stolen a piece of her that she can never get back – don't let him steal her future, too.

There is a world, which we live in, where rape is said to happen because you walk down a dark alley, because you wear short skirts, because you flirt, or get drunk, as some sort of punishment for your actions.  
Rape happens every day, and mostly, the victim knows their rapist.
Mine was my boyfriend.

I no longer trust that justice will do as it should.  I do not trust a world full of rape culture, where she has been told by people involved in the case that they do not believe her, that she 'cried rape' when things went too far, that she provoked his attack.
All she ever did was do her job, care for those kids, and do what she could for them.  There is no crime in having a big heart, and there is nothing which 'deserves' rape as a response, not ever.

Please, reblog this on tumblr, link to it on twitter, post it on facebook, on blogs, anywhere you can.  Add your own rape stories, your own feelings upon it happening, and think how it must feel to have the threat of conviction over you as well.
Please, people everywhere, let it be known that we will not stand for this, not now, not ever.  Being raped is not a crime to be convicted of.
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Comments: 40

hunnybunny12 [2012-12-28 18:48:10 +0000 UTC]

I have never been raped and I cannot pretend to know what if feels like but this poe touched me and made me cry because I know injustice happens every day and a woman's voice is often not heard. I pray for all those who have been affected by rape and those who haven't hadnt heir voices hear. God bless you!

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Finaldistance23 [2012-07-20 09:20:08 +0000 UTC]

One of friends were raped and my cousin back then but I don't know if he'll do it again plays or says we're just playing hurts me.It's sort of sexual.Then I get nightmares about getting for real raped!I get scared and confused.

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Finaldistance23 [2012-07-20 09:13:16 +0000 UTC]

I cn't trust no one no more!I can't even trust my guy friends!

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alinalam345 [2012-01-14 21:03:20 +0000 UTC]

me and my my family all most went to jail cause
we beat up a 22 year old man rapeing my 5 year old cousin
only if this didnt happen she will be 9. today is her birthday
rest in pease lily.

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SlimT In reply to alinalam345 [2012-06-07 00:02:45 +0000 UTC]

5. she was 5. I would have killed him.

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blenderenderer In reply to SlimT [2016-06-19 13:23:36 +0000 UTC]

And YOUR FAMILY almost went to jail?!!! Ditto SlimT! Rest in Peace...

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mephonic1 [2011-11-19 04:11:51 +0000 UTC]

this is so sad my friend was rape to and i asked her if she can shared this on her facebook and she said yes

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Neffectual In reply to mephonic1 [2011-11-19 21:22:21 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much.

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mephonic1 In reply to Neffectual [2011-11-19 22:26:39 +0000 UTC]

you are very welcome

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shadefalcon [2011-11-15 06:55:22 +0000 UTC]

I wrote a song about it, and the how the women feel, and her getting even. As I too get extremely pissed off when people make the constant cracks ya hear about it online and elsewhere.

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starzx2000 [2011-11-14 23:57:25 +0000 UTC]

Personally,I've never been raped,but I'm still sharing.I've shared on twitter and all over deviantart,to all my friends,and online buddies (hee,hee),I've shared as much as I possibly could.Hope it helps

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Neffectual In reply to starzx2000 [2011-11-15 11:57:26 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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starzx2000 In reply to Neffectual [2011-11-15 22:10:42 +0000 UTC]

No problem

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Len-n-n [2011-11-11 01:15:50 +0000 UTC]

I'm trying to find more information on this case, but I keep getting results for some beautician model! Grr....Does anyone know where I can read up on this? Simply 'liking' the page feels so insufficient.

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Neffectual In reply to Len-n-n [2011-11-11 12:15:07 +0000 UTC]

That's all there is right now - her local media haven't got hold of it, so we're avoiding spreading things too wide as of yet. When there's an update, my dA blog will cover it.

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MusicalAlchemy [2011-11-10 20:00:31 +0000 UTC]

I presume you've seen this [link]

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Neffectual In reply to MusicalAlchemy [2011-11-10 23:59:53 +0000 UTC]

Yeah.

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Foreststone [2011-11-10 16:11:26 +0000 UTC]

I will indeed share it!

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versace-frolic [2011-11-10 02:33:55 +0000 UTC]

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Neffectual In reply to versace-frolic [2011-11-10 14:38:47 +0000 UTC]

There isn't a big enough heart going that I could use to show how much I love you. <3

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Dotz-is-my-name-o [2011-11-10 01:40:07 +0000 UTC]

<3 I will share. I've been there, I was raped by a teacher when I was only a little girl, I was 6 years old. I kept it a secret for 9 years, and now it is too late...Secrets kill people. This story saddens me that people can be so ignorant.

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Neffectual In reply to Dotz-is-my-name-o [2011-11-10 14:38:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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bloodflowsliketears [2011-11-09 22:58:30 +0000 UTC]

i was raped by my uncle at the age of 13. i will get this everywhere i can k? full support darling, and if you need anything, just note me.

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Neffectual In reply to bloodflowsliketears [2011-11-09 23:12:51 +0000 UTC]

There's also now a link to here, where she tells her own story: [link]

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bloodflowsliketears In reply to Neffectual [2011-11-09 23:16:09 +0000 UTC]

okay ty

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masvida [2011-11-09 22:48:19 +0000 UTC]

What?? that's insanity. that's just plain wrong for him to do.

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Neffectual In reply to masvida [2011-11-09 23:13:17 +0000 UTC]

So very wrong. Please help share this, there's a facebook link now, too: [link]

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masvida In reply to Neffectual [2011-11-09 23:44:13 +0000 UTC]

Will check it out.

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TeiMari [2011-11-09 21:24:33 +0000 UTC]

will do, friend! to you for your courage

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Neffectual In reply to TeiMari [2011-11-09 21:55:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so very much. <3

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PinkEnvy [2011-11-09 18:20:27 +0000 UTC]

I've posted everywhere my power reaches, dearie.

I love you so much hun. I do hope you know that.

This will get out. It fucking better.

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Neffectual In reply to PinkEnvy [2011-11-09 21:55:47 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, darling one. <3

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PinkEnvy In reply to Neffectual [2011-11-09 23:29:33 +0000 UTC]

Had to be done, dear.

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AllergicToAngels [2011-11-09 00:35:33 +0000 UTC]

Of course. This brings me to tears. I will pray for you.

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Neffectual In reply to AllergicToAngels [2011-11-09 00:38:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, sweetheart. I will fight for this girl with every breath I have.

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Neffectual In reply to AllergicToAngels [2011-11-09 00:37:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, sweetheart. I will fight for this girl with every breath I have.

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AllergicToAngels In reply to Neffectual [2011-11-09 00:39:44 +0000 UTC]

As well you should..I really really hope she finds the strength within herself to hold on. My mother was raped...and I almost was...thank God for the angel (my best friend Danny) that saved me...
So I understand

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Angelis1911 [2011-11-09 00:14:41 +0000 UTC]

You got it.I just submitted it to my support group and one in which I am a co-founder of for literature.Faved in another one as well.I agree awareness of this needs to be made more open and out there.My own sister was a victim also as well as an other dear person to me too.I might be a guy but if you would like a guy friend,the friendship will be there for the asking okay?Ttys my dear.

For you.

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Neffectual In reply to Angelis1911 [2011-11-09 01:01:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so very much. Friends are always welcome, especially those who understand causes.

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Angelis1911 In reply to Neffectual [2011-11-09 01:43:06 +0000 UTC]

You're so very welcome my dear.

Same with me too.I have family,like my sister,whom have went through it all.
Rape,abuse,depression,etc.As well as a dear friend who has went through conversion
too.Physical form of depression.Many surgeries also.If you ever feel led to,I would like
to invite you to join us in our support group.With people like you getting the word out,I
think you might be a good help to us.If you decide to,let me know and I will send the invite
to you myself.Despite that,I will always be here to talk or gab a bit and definitely be
a friend to you alright?

Thanks for adding me as well to your watch.So sweet of you my dear.

Have a wonderful night and sleep well okay?Ttys my new friend.

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