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PacificPyro — In Memory of Minnie... R.I.P.
Published: 2009-10-13 11:41:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 1550; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 5
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Description In Memory of Minnie Meng

You were only 20 years old...
It was the 27th of June 2009...
I didn't know until 2 months and 17 days later
That you took your last breath in this world...
The last I heard from you,
You just told me of your condition and how you were recovering.
How you lost bits and pieces of your memories...
How it wasn't a drama but REAL...
And how you said you couldn't ever forget me and your friends...
How everything was slowly coming back...
How everything would eventually be ok.
That was almost a year ago...
Almost a year since I haven't heard from you..
And even longer since I last saw you..

Do you remember how you helped my hunger?
You helped me from passing out and fed me.
Even teasing about your bf we had fun.
You rooted for me and supported me.
But... I wasn't there in your time of need...
I wasn't there to keep you from passing away.
I couldn't be there for you.. I couldn't do ANYTHING.
I'm sorry I didnt give you that dance that I owed you...
...That I STILL owe you..
The dance that I PROMISED to you...

I wanted to make more happy memories with you...
For you to feed me again...
For you to RAWR at me...
For you to cheer me on...
For me to help make you smile...
For me to help make you laugh...
For us to spend more time with all our friends...

I'm so sorry we didnt get to hang out as often as we could have...
You were... you ARE one of my first friends I met in Vancouver...
"Minnie is a Meanie" was your alias...
But you were quite the opposite of that!
We clicked and became great friends...
Even though rarely seeing each other.. YOU had that great power with everyone.

Sigh...
You SAID you were getting better!
I BELIEVED YOU!
I CARED about you..
I LOVED you...
I wanted you to get better and happier...
I wanted to see you smile again...
And I believe.. you are now in a better and happier place...
And I still believe in you...
I still care about you...
I still love you.

Please forgive me for not spending more time with you...
Please forgive me for not fulfilling my promises...
Please... wait for me with that happy smile
Please ...wait for me with that RAWR of yours...
Please... wait for me and I'll take you on that promised dance.

I... WE... won't forget you.
You really are...
One of the MOST dearest friend anyone could have!

God Bless & Rest Your Soul!
  From Your Fav. Pet Bishi,
    With Love & Glompiggles..
            Always!
        -比杰 B.   <3

Rest In Peace ... or should I say.. RAWR In Peace <3
             我爱你 我的朋友

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Comments: 9

savinglifelessness [2010-03-25 18:22:32 +0000 UTC]

That's very beautiful. I can't say I knew her, or you, but I imagine that this would've made her very happy.

I'm very sorry for your loss.

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xxguccixgirlxx [2009-10-16 18:13:42 +0000 UTC]

That was really touching B~~ I know there isn't much I can say but I am really sorry. I'll get you a boba when you roll into town next time. <3

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ChibiPandaBabe007 [2009-10-16 07:00:05 +0000 UTC]

That was really beautiful.. I'm so sorry. You know all of us in Fed Way are here for you.

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AngelsArcher [2009-10-15 17:54:41 +0000 UTC]

Wow... that must be extra shocking, finding out about someone's death months later.
This is very touching.

I wish you and all friends and relatives the best. May she finally rest and be eased of her pain

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nougami-noodle [2009-10-15 17:48:02 +0000 UTC]

You're getting a hug from me next time I see you, I'm so sorry B T_T

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MissHero [2009-10-14 05:05:27 +0000 UTC]

This was really beautiful. I'm so sorry. But I'm sure if she could have read this, it would have made her so happy.

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vanaseph [2009-10-13 18:18:57 +0000 UTC]

Im so sorry. (Snuggles)

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areyashi [2009-10-13 17:34:38 +0000 UTC]

*hugs*
I'm sorry...

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Chibiookamichan [2009-10-13 15:24:34 +0000 UTC]

-hugs-
I'm sorry that this happened. It sucks.
If you need somebody to talk to, you know how to get a hold of me.

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