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Have I fallen in love with the darkness
That I have so long lived within?
That the light burns my eyes and stings my heart
That I dare not be within it?

Have I become accustomed to the pain
That I wish to no longer feel?
That when a touch, with just a hint of caring
Causes me to fall back and recoil?

Have I been dead so long
That this casket has become my world?
That when the breath of life passes by
I hide and shut myself in tight?

Have I been forgotten so often
That it hurts to be remembered?

Have I been abandoned so many times
That I'm too scared to be loved?

I live within the gates of heaven
But my heart is trapped in Hell
My heart may dream of suicide
But I'll greet you with a smile

Description
Have I fallen in love with the darkness
That I have so long lived within?
That the light burns my eyes and stings my heart
That I dare not be within it?

Have I become accustomed to the pain
That I wish to no longer feel?
That when a touch, with just a hint of caring
Causes me to fall back and recoil?

Have I been dead so long
That this casket has become my world?
That when the breath of life passes by
I hide and shut myself in tight?

Have I been forgotten so often
That it hurts to be remembered?

Have I been abandoned so many times
That I'm too scared to be loved?

I live within the gates of heaven
But my heart is trapped in Hell
My heart may dream of suicide
But I'll greet you with a smile