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Published: 2008-06-04 23:25:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 6086; Favourites: 36; Downloads: 89
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Description You have no idea how nervous I am about this.

I once heard that every traditional artist should draw 6 things. 1) a plant. 2) an animal. 3) architecture. 4) a female nude. 5) a male nude. 6) a self-portrait.

I decided to kill two birds with one stone. I was going to wait until I was in better shape, but one day when I was feeling particularly happy about who I am I thought, "Why not do it now? Why not do an honest portrait and show the human body less-than-perfect such as the kind of body most of us have?"

And an odd thing happened. The more time I spent working on it, the more I was forced to look at the reference photo objectively. After a while, as I started liking the way the drawing was looking, I started liking the way I looked! I even had a thought that I won't repeat, here, but suffice it to say that I've never felt that way about myself in my life.

Before I started this project, I would have rated my body as about a 5. Now, I'd go as high as 8, maybe 8.5. You may not agree, but that's irrelevant. The fact of the matter is that it did boost the way I feel about myself.

I highly recommend that everyone draw or paint a self-portrait nude, even if you never show it to anyone. Seriously. Try it. You can burn it when you're done, but I guarantee you'll see yourself differently.

As with any other model, please show respect in your comments.

Prismacolor on tan cardstock (and I'm never going back to white paper, ever).

P.S. the face was too smal to get details with the colored pencils, so I touched it up with mechanical pencil.
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Comments: 67

jmarkoff2 [2017-05-24 19:27:17 +0000 UTC]

It looks like the wave ripped his suit off.

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phydeau In reply to jmarkoff2 [2017-05-25 00:52:06 +0000 UTC]

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NaekedTruth [2017-02-03 12:46:14 +0000 UTC]

What a nice statement! Well, why not make a group out of this: nude self-portraits of the lesser gods in art. ) Well done in both ways.

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phydeau In reply to NaekedTruth [2017-02-04 07:25:48 +0000 UTC]

That's actually not a bad idea.Β  What if there was a group for nude self-portraits?Β  And it was set up in a way for critique?Β  Holy cow, I can see a movement.Β  Nice suggestion!

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richartemurillo [2015-03-30 06:24:15 +0000 UTC]

Very honest and artistic point of view. I tip my hat off to you for such brave statement. This is something pending in my own list which I hope to accomplish soon. Keep it up!

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phydeau In reply to richartemurillo [2015-03-30 08:46:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.Β  And good luck.Β 

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richartemurillo In reply to phydeau [2015-03-30 08:59:43 +0000 UTC]

You're quite welcome!

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ChIandra4U [2014-11-17 18:16:16 +0000 UTC]

Respect !

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phydeau In reply to ChIandra4U [2014-11-17 20:42:24 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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ChIandra4U In reply to phydeau [2014-11-18 18:17:11 +0000 UTC]

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Djake [2014-08-20 03:00:25 +0000 UTC]

I like the pic, but I especially like your words beneath - and I concur wholeheartedly. Β Being frank with oneself -about- oneself is so important, and yet it's so often overlooked by the majority. Β Congratulations on having the wherewithal to put this together!

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phydeau In reply to Djake [2014-08-20 05:07:09 +0000 UTC]

I was just reading through the comments.Β  I still haven't done the mirror suggestion.Β  I haven't thought about this piece in a really long time. maybe I need to get to doing the mirror self-portrait.

Thank you for this comment.

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Djake In reply to phydeau [2014-08-20 07:55:52 +0000 UTC]

It might be interesting to see the way your art (and your self-image) has changed since this one was created. Β I'm sure a bunch of your watchers would be curious as well.

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ernesin149 [2013-12-11 02:07:36 +0000 UTC]

RESPECT!! that sounds like a tough exercise, man!

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phydeau In reply to ernesin149 [2013-12-11 02:17:43 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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Aleakim-Selphorian [2011-06-04 23:32:08 +0000 UTC]

e.o The horrors of the proportional human body. I remember drawing these (with clothes...) in art class. It was...nothing short of supreme pain.
No doubt drawing myself will be even harder (of course I'll need a ref first, and you've already helped me with that...)

Why are you so inspirational? You know if anyone finds these I'm dead right? XD I might just end up burning them later...

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phydeau In reply to Aleakim-Selphorian [2011-06-05 03:24:41 +0000 UTC]

Like I said, it's worth doing even if you never show it to anyone.

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jochanaan [2011-04-19 05:39:19 +0000 UTC]

Nicely done! Very naturalistic. And a for doing a nude self drawing!

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phydeau In reply to jochanaan [2011-04-19 22:24:55 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. At the time I drew this, I had yet to visit a naturist venue, so I was also doing a little wishful thinking by putting myself on a beach.

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jochanaan In reply to phydeau [2011-04-19 23:01:02 +0000 UTC]

I take it you've been to a naturist venue since that time...?

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phydeau In reply to jochanaan [2011-04-20 00:54:22 +0000 UTC]

A few times. Even been a part of the world record skinnydipping twice.

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jochanaan In reply to phydeau [2011-04-20 03:33:02 +0000 UTC]

Nice! I haven't had a chance to do that world-record skinnydip, but I have been going to naturist events regularly for several years now. It's a different world, isn't it?

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prettydragoon [2011-04-13 23:14:16 +0000 UTC]

Very nice. I like both your work and your thoughts.

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phydeau In reply to prettydragoon [2011-04-14 02:14:48 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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SEH-art [2011-02-22 13:45:05 +0000 UTC]

Featured: [link]

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phydeau In reply to SEH-art [2011-02-23 03:54:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. And the caption below was thoughtful.

I'm proud to call you my friend, as well.

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SEH-art In reply to phydeau [2011-02-23 14:16:25 +0000 UTC]

Aw shucks. Shall we cry now?

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CreekPrincess [2010-06-28 17:45:24 +0000 UTC]

Very awesome. I've drawn a female nude portrait but have no guts to draw myself. I admire you did that.

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phydeau In reply to CreekPrincess [2010-06-29 01:18:39 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

Believe me, I paced around my apartment for hours debating whether or not I should leave it up.

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CreekPrincess In reply to phydeau [2010-06-29 01:34:12 +0000 UTC]

I can understand. It's hard to make yourself vulnerable. But you have nothing to be ashamed of. But it is hard. I have done a nude photo before, not on here but on another site because I just wanted acceptance. Which I got from some and silence from others but that was so hard because some of the positive attention was still quite negative in a way. So I swore I'd never do that again. But I could not draw myself for sure. I think it would overwhelm me.

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phydeau In reply to CreekPrincess [2010-06-29 01:52:02 +0000 UTC]

It's my belief that nobody has anything to be ashamed of. You don't chose to be born with the body you have, and you have limited control over how it falls apart after that.
What worried me is not what mature people who can appreciate art would think about it, but rather that the immature porn junkies that lurk around here would start hurling insults.

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CreekPrincess In reply to phydeau [2010-06-29 02:57:25 +0000 UTC]

I know exactly what you mean. I had just a pic of my face put in someone's folder called Ugly Hoes or Whores or something. Real nice.

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phydeau In reply to CreekPrincess [2010-06-29 03:33:01 +0000 UTC]

Don't let them take over the site. Hide the comments, block the users.

But yeah. It's sad that there's so many that don't get it that choose to have accounts, here.

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CreekPrincess In reply to phydeau [2010-06-29 14:32:08 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I agree.

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Simplistic-Illusion [2010-01-21 02:03:20 +0000 UTC]

Featured [link]

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acousticguitarman [2010-01-11 21:00:49 +0000 UTC]

Nicely done...oh and you look pretty good to me.

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phydeau In reply to acousticguitarman [2010-01-11 21:37:32 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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Simplistic-Illusion [2009-07-21 03:27:08 +0000 UTC]

Amazing work. And your words...inspiring. Before I started to do my nudes, I kept saying, "I'll wait until my body is better, toned, thinner." Then I thought, "screw it, thick girls are just as beautiful." No one is ever perfect, even the perfect people have flaws. I think us "normal" people look even better once we don't care anymore.

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phydeau In reply to Simplistic-Illusion [2009-07-21 05:02:53 +0000 UTC]

Right.
It's not so much that we don't care about how we compare to others. Everybody does. We just don't give a rat's behind what the judgment is. Leaving us to deal with the rest on our own terms. And correct me if I'm wrong, but "normal" is still quite attractive, is it not?

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Simplistic-Illusion In reply to phydeau [2009-07-21 11:06:08 +0000 UTC]

Oh I think it is, definitely

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Dragneye [2008-11-10 08:29:25 +0000 UTC]

I found it!
Back a while, I had read what you wrote. It inspired me to do a pic (I also nervous and never did this before) with your words in mind. :thumb95232093: Thanx ! But... I had forgotten where those words were on dA. Ta DAaaa!

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phydeau In reply to Dragneye [2008-11-10 12:55:21 +0000 UTC]

Glad you found it. And I'm humbled that it actually inspired someone. Thank you, and thanks for the fave.

Oh, and I like [link] . Nice work.

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red-bimmer [2008-09-02 07:22:00 +0000 UTC]

Very brave, I must say. Well done. I'm not that brave yet.

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phydeau In reply to red-bimmer [2008-09-02 13:30:30 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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Jasmine-Jean [2008-08-18 21:38:19 +0000 UTC]

Very nice

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phydeau In reply to Jasmine-Jean [2008-08-19 04:51:52 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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Sierralove [2008-07-17 05:47:32 +0000 UTC]

You are an excellent artist!

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phydeau In reply to Sierralove [2008-07-17 06:40:00 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. And thanks for the

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FeMailleTurtle [2008-06-12 21:46:38 +0000 UTC]

I love this. LOVE IT. It took me a long time to get to where I could stand up and show myself nude. But once it's done, it is THE most liberating feeling in the world. Kudos to you for doing this.

And I'm a huge fan of Steven as well. He rocks with his..um...yeah.

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phydeau In reply to FeMailleTurtle [2008-06-12 22:15:09 +0000 UTC]

hehe. That he does.

But thank you! I'm glad you like it. And you're right. Once you've done it, you kind of wonder why you were worried. It's one of those things about people. It's so easy for us to see the beauty in others, but then we put on distorted glass when we look in the mirror.

I'm glad you got to experience the liberation.

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