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; v ; my sicksona Timiditie.

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uhh... explanation as to why she looks so... mary-sue-ish??? i'm sorry i really didn't mean to make her look so standoutish...

I'm scared of lots of stuff... hehe... s-sorry...

Her face/legs right side are an opposite colour because she's extremely bad at making decisions, and when she has to she gets really pressured and overall decision making scares her.
( making decisions terrifies me o m o )

Her nose is bloody because she hits her face against things a lot as punishment to herself (i actually need to really really stop doing that hhhh)

She has a cookie in her mouth and she always has food on her because she is a stress eater, and any negative feeling causes her to eat a lot of food (the reason i'll be fat one day)

Her eyes and mouth are always in a happy position because she feels like her friends and family pressure her to be happy all the time, and when she's sad she has to hide it and pretend to be happy. This stresses her out a lot, but she continues to do it because no one likes to be around her when she's sad. Her mouth is always hanging open in a big smile because while she always has to seem happy, she's also a very loud big mouth with no filter. (does it sound like i need a therapist)

Her legs are turned inward because she is pigeon-toed (like me, i hate this about myself) and she is always tripping over her feet.

The bruises on her body are a physical representation of the mental beatings she gives herself, and the bites are her fear of abuse (specifically sexual)

The reason for the three sticky glow stars on her neck is because she's scared of the dark, and she has them pasted all over her walls (like me. they calm me down when I wake up with nightmares.)

The little ghost and demon are because she gets extremely scared at the mention of them. They're also hallucinations that she gets from her lack of sleep due to sleep paralysis and nightmares, and she is always talking to them/herself. They also kind of represent how afraid she is of going insane? (I don't hallucinate constantly, only when I'm paranoid [when am i not?] or actually in sleep paralysis mode. I do talk to myself a lot, though. Literally whenever I'm alone.)

The little zombified part of her represents two things: She's terrified of the zombie apocalypse, and the worms are because she hates the phrase, "Get under your skin," or any literal thing that would possibly get under your skin. (When I was a kid I watched "The Mummy" and those beetles like... infested that guy... oh god no no hhhh fuck sorry)

Also she cries a lot, and if she stresses herself out enough and cries enough, she pukes...like this morning...

Her favourite song is "Afraid" by The Neighbourhood. (that song captures a big fear of mine) She tries to push people away when she is sad, angry, stressed, or any negative feeling, because she doesn't want to hurt them or for them to see the demons inside of her. She is constantly afraid of burdening people or having them leave her behind.

(hhh i hope that covers it all sometimes i forget stuff) marked it as violence because of the bruises and bites

Description
; v ; my sicksona Timiditie.

sicksona's belong to and the group is

uhh... explanation as to why she looks so... mary-sue-ish??? i'm sorry i really didn't mean to make her look so standoutish...

I'm scared of lots of stuff... hehe... s-sorry...

Her face/legs right side are an opposite colour because she's extremely bad at making decisions, and when she has to she gets really pressured and overall decision making scares her.
( making decisions terrifies me o m o )

Her nose is bloody because she hits her face against things a lot as punishment to herself (i actually need to really really stop doing that hhhh)

She has a cookie in her mouth and she always has food on her because she is a stress eater, and any negative feeling causes her to eat a lot of food (the reason i'll be fat one day)

Her eyes and mouth are always in a happy position because she feels like her friends and family pressure her to be happy all the time, and when she's sad she has to hide it and pretend to be happy. This stresses her out a lot, but she continues to do it because no one likes to be around her when she's sad. Her mouth is always hanging open in a big smile because while she always has to seem happy, she's also a very loud big mouth with no filter. (does it sound like i need a therapist)

Her legs are turned inward because she is pigeon-toed (like me, i hate this about myself) and she is always tripping over her feet.

The bruises on her body are a physical representation of the mental beatings she gives herself, and the bites are her fear of abuse (specifically sexual)

The reason for the three sticky glow stars on her neck is because she's scared of the dark, and she has them pasted all over her walls (like me. they calm me down when I wake up with nightmares.)

The little ghost and demon are because she gets extremely scared at the mention of them. They're also hallucinations that she gets from her lack of sleep due to sleep paralysis and nightmares, and she is always talking to them/herself. They also kind of represent how afraid she is of going insane? (I don't hallucinate constantly, only when I'm paranoid [when am i not?] or actually in sleep paralysis mode. I do talk to myself a lot, though. Literally whenever I'm alone.)

The little zombified part of her represents two things: She's terrified of the zombie apocalypse, and the worms are because she hates the phrase, "Get under your skin," or any literal thing that would possibly get under your skin. (When I was a kid I watched "The Mummy" and those beetles like... infested that guy... oh god no no hhhh fuck sorry)

Also she cries a lot, and if she stresses herself out enough and cries enough, she pukes...like this morning...

Her favourite song is "Afraid" by The Neighbourhood. (that song captures a big fear of mine) She tries to push people away when she is sad, angry, stressed, or any negative feeling, because she doesn't want to hurt them or for them to see the demons inside of her. She is constantly afraid of burdening people or having them leave her behind.

(hhh i hope that covers it all sometimes i forget stuff) marked it as violence because of the bruises and bites