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Published: 2004-03-04 01:18:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 177; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 93
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For the record, I'm not stalking him. Have only talked to him once since the breakup, and it didn't go well so I'm backing off completely. I don't think he even VISITS here, let alone looks at my items. But lately, this is one of the only things that has been motivating me to create. I know the words are blurry, but I can't be bothered with something so miniscule right now. it gets the point across. And if he is reading this, I guess he can see how vulnerable and hurt I really am, even though I try to act differently.Related content
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that "i hate everything about you, why do i love you?"
was checking fight club quotes. still only see that movie 2 times. actually. 2 1/4 1/4...
Marla Singer: You fuck me, then snub me. You love me, you hate me. You show me a sensitive side, then you turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship, Tyler? [link]
should read it too. should make list of 'should read stuff'. then should. have some place [link] to read. by the sea. hmm. hmm. stockholm, the river stuff there. canal? hmm. i remember being there sometime, quite comfy. just walking past. but the memory of. it should be comfy...
i. i....i noticed. i thought i figured you out. then i checked your live journal. i thought. well. wisdom is never stopping to learn, about ANYTHING. any little tinymost thing.
"it is said that the meaning of school is to make you stop asking questions. to those that this fail, they become scientists" - ?
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certain keyphrases starts my mind googling "i'm feeling lucky", which is always some sound file, like this one:
whose echoes live in memory yet / through envious years would say "forget" [link]
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song happened to bounce in head: [link]
but I don't need this
I don't need it
I need more
no, I don' t need this
too good to be true
too good to ignore
I don't need this
I need so much more
It's too much to ask for
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odd thinking we have....
it makes me smile
and you frown
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he sounds like a funny guy. uhm, looks. uhmm.. "humouristic asshole". he hit you? that center pic? or weirdass makeup. on one eye? hmm... that one kiss is so full of tenderness, sweeeeeetness. seas says life is passion. art is transformed passion, and this is overseepeing with such. thus masterpiece. text lovely, speciallymostly "i dont want to speak these words / cuz i, i dont want to make things any worse" it makes me bounce between emotions bouncing between eye vision images and words....
seas should say more. well, mostly quotes. quots quotes. wonderful such...
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." - nietchze
"Precisely the least, the softest, lightest, a lizard's rustling, a breath, a flash, a moment - a little makes the way of the best happiness." - nieztchse
"randomness is the key to happiness" - ?
"Action may not always bring happiness; but there is no happiness without action." - Benjamin Disraeli
the opposite of love is nothingness. ataraxia vs abyss. sweet sweet harmony, overexplodingdisharmony, leastmostthoughts make you explode.
"Life is made up of sobs, sniffles, and smiles, with sniffles predominating. ~O. Henry
should go. please dont die in the meantime!
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no he didnt hit me, it was mascara running from crying. and his sense of humor was my favorite thing about him.
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omg this gave me chills... honestly... wow... tears are in the eyes... this is really good (i know i'm just commentin on things, but its my first time seein this stuff, i'm sorry
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oh no its totally cool. i really appreciate it, thank you very very much.
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no prob... u have some amazing work!
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*hugs* As your stalker I say never ever let go of those good times ^^
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i like the top left picture the best 
but this whole thing is just so depressing..
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thanks hun. that pic was taken with YOUR beautiful cam.
it is depressing.
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Thanks dear, I wish you the best with women, even though they're all horrible creatures (much like myself 
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Thanks, Ill probably need all the luck I can get!
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*hug* trust me it hurts more when you do see them everyday
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i know 
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that's so nice of you to say, and i really appreciate it. thank you.
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wow. i feel guilty saying that i like this because it comes from so much pain and heartache...but the emotion clearly gets across and it's a lovely piece of work. i'm so sorry that your sad..and i wish you all good things. i 
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no i understand how you like it, i know what you mean. its okay 
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definately agree with that one.
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wow, that was a quick reply
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i'm the queen of the quickie
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we were together 8 months. we've only been broken up for 2 weeks. i'm afraid i can't just get over it that quickly. i tried. i went through my "happy go lucky boy hunting" mode for about a week. its hitting me its over for good and hes gone and i'll never even be able to be his friend.
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I was with my ex for 2.5 years. You will get over him. I was in the same boat dear, so I know.
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i know i'll get over it. but im not right now and it still hurts
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I know sweetie...but I promise that it will get better.
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damn I really feel bad for ya, I hope you can get through this, I'm sure you can, stuff hurts a lot at times, but there's usually something to look forward to, even if it's impossible to see right now, it's probably there
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i'll keep looking for it
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