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Hi everyone.
Josh is here. I hope you're all doing well.

.. Why is it so important to look a certain way? Why is it that we absolutely have to be thin to be happy with our bodies?
Honestly, when I look at myself I don't like what I look like.
But I know that I'm a good person, regardless of what I look like. I think it's important to be happy with yourself, as you are.

Beautiful.
Sometimes, words that are meant as a compliment can hurt.
You can call someone pretty or gorgeous. And it can hurt you. I've learned that.

There are times where I want to self-harm again. But I end up not doing it. Even though I want to. Maybe it's because I'm far too broken already. And self-harm would just increase the shame that I feel.
And as I'm writing this right now, my shirt's off. I know it's probably silly.. Why does it even matter what I look like? I like myself as I am. And I'm trying to live life as best as I can.

I know life is hard a lot. People can say really cruel things. Things that stay with you. Things they say they didn't mean. But they said it. And it fills you with sadness.
I don't wish anyone to have to experience that.
Please don't forget that you're not alone in this life. And there will always be people who will love you and care about you.

Take care everyone.
And stay safe and happy.

~Josh~

Description
So..

Hi everyone.
Josh is here. I hope you're all doing well.

.. Why is it so important to look a certain way? Why is it that we absolutely have to be thin to be happy with our bodies?
Honestly, when I look at myself I don't like what I look like.
But I know that I'm a good person, regardless of what I look like. I think it's important to be happy with yourself, as you are.

Beautiful.
Sometimes, words that are meant as a compliment can hurt.
You can call someone pretty or gorgeous. And it can hurt you. I've learned that.

There are times where I want to self-harm again. But I end up not doing it. Even though I want to. Maybe it's because I'm far too broken already. And self-harm would just increase the shame that I feel.
And as I'm writing this right now, my shirt's off. I know it's probably silly.. Why does it even matter what I look like? I like myself as I am. And I'm trying to live life as best as I can.

I know life is hard a lot. People can say really cruel things. Things that stay with you. Things they say they didn't mean. But they said it. And it fills you with sadness.
I don't wish anyone to have to experience that.
Please don't forget that you're not alone in this life. And there will always be people who will love you and care about you.

Take care everyone.
And stay safe and happy.

~Josh~