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Maybe I'm just overly sad.
Overly attached.

Hurting the self, doesn't hurt anymore.
I've numbed myself from it.
Certain wounds will heal.
But that creates more emptiness inside.
More space to fill with hurtful lies that will become true.

When you look in the mirror, ready to face the day, while also screaming inside is that okay?

Maybe I'm struggling too much..
Doing it all alone, even though they tell me I am alone..
And I recall movies. Sad movies. Movies about bulimia and anorexia.
Or sad movies in general. Because I like to cry.

It releases my pain. And yes, I am in pain.
I live it. I breathe it. Every moment..

Maybe I'm too emotional.
to know the world is hurting.
To know friends and loved ones are hurting and there's nothing I can do about it.

But that's life.. I'm sad because I'm in pain.
I don't show it. Don't talk about it. But I am.

I wish I could run away from myself.
And just..
I'm not sure what I'd do..

Take care everyone.

~Josh~

Description
Maybe I'm just overly sad.
Overly attached.

Hurting the self, doesn't hurt anymore.
I've numbed myself from it.
Certain wounds will heal.
But that creates more emptiness inside.
More space to fill with hurtful lies that will become true.

When you look in the mirror, ready to face the day, while also screaming inside is that okay?

Maybe I'm struggling too much..
Doing it all alone, even though they tell me I am alone..
And I recall movies. Sad movies. Movies about bulimia and anorexia.
Or sad movies in general. Because I like to cry.

It releases my pain. And yes, I am in pain.
I live it. I breathe it. Every moment..

Maybe I'm too emotional.
to know the world is hurting.
To know friends and loved ones are hurting and there's nothing I can do about it.

But that's life.. I'm sad because I'm in pain.
I don't show it. Don't talk about it. But I am.

I wish I could run away from myself.
And just..
I'm not sure what I'd do..

Take care everyone.

~Josh~