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Published: 2015-02-15 02:29:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 50; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Hi everyone.I hope you're all doing well.
I self-harmed again today. Not the best thing to do I suppose. But I did it..
Scratched my right wrist. The marks are still there...
I haven't been doing that well recently.
I can't explain why I self-harm. I can't say what's wrong. Too painful..
I'm not very good at talking anyway.
I am in pain. That's all I know. And I know it frustrates my Mom. I can't talk about it. At all.
So I say there's nothing wrong. Nothing bothering me.
I live a silent life.
I write down my emotions and pain here, and share it with you. But I can't talk about it.
If I saw you at the mall or something, I wouldn't be able to say what's wrong.
I feel pain. I feel it. And it gets to me.
Life is painful. So here I sit, in my room, with the lights off. Writing this to you because I can't talk about it.
And I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I live like this.
I'm sorry I can't say what's wrong.
I apologize...
Take care..
~Josh~
