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Maybe I'm a lie.
A mistake? It's possible.
These wrists are worn with my own hate and emptiness.
Who's to say what's right?
And wrong...

Didn't make it on time that day. It was like any other. Boring. Fake hello's. Fake flirting. I wanted none of it.
This wasn't for me. I was the outcast. The carver of broken dreams on my arms with red blades.

dripdripdrip
This.. This is my freedom.
This knife I carry.
All my dreams are crushed. All my worries just rush out.
Caught between love and hate.
But it's all nothing.
There's no word for it.. Just, nothing..

So now I've come to the rationalization that I'm a shadow.
Planted on your pretty wall. All dolled up. Dressed to the nines.

Shall I ask for pain?
Or beg for it on bended knee?
Treat me like a rag doll, and I will still persist.

Give flight to these plastic bones.
Captured by teddy bears and written diaries.

Even so, the world was too much for me.
I simply froze. Couldn't move.
I was aware. But I could not speak.

My robber was my first love.
He took everything from me.
But his eyes were like fire.
Hot. Blazing..

He stole my life.
Now all that remains..

are ashes

~End~

Description
Maybe I'm a lie.
A mistake? It's possible.
These wrists are worn with my own hate and emptiness.
Who's to say what's right?
And wrong...

Didn't make it on time that day. It was like any other. Boring. Fake hello's. Fake flirting. I wanted none of it.
This wasn't for me. I was the outcast. The carver of broken dreams on my arms with red blades.

dripdripdrip
This.. This is my freedom.
This knife I carry.
All my dreams are crushed. All my worries just rush out.
Caught between love and hate.
But it's all nothing.
There's no word for it.. Just, nothing..

So now I've come to the rationalization that I'm a shadow.
Planted on your pretty wall. All dolled up. Dressed to the nines.

Shall I ask for pain?
Or beg for it on bended knee?
Treat me like a rag doll, and I will still persist.

Give flight to these plastic bones.
Captured by teddy bears and written diaries.

Even so, the world was too much for me.
I simply froze. Couldn't move.
I was aware. But I could not speak.

My robber was my first love.
He took everything from me.
But his eyes were like fire.
Hot. Blazing..

He stole my life.
Now all that remains..

are ashes

~End~