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write me a letter.
let me feel your soul on the pages.
the ink from the pen, your sweat and tears.
the broken, vulnerable self.
the strong, confident self.
the scared, hiding self.

bring it all to me, here
Let me breathe in and feel your heart.
Let me shield you from the hurt you've felt before.

You said together. And I was afraid. I didn't want to hurt anymore. Was tired of it. Tired of feeling, like this..
Breathe me in. This empty room. And I'm on the floor, staring at the ceiling. Close my eyes again, to retrace my steps. Of how it all came to this.
You said, it was nothing. It didn't matter.

But I saw you. With her.
The way you looked at her. And felt her hand, against yours. The way you smiled. I knew then. I knew.. And still, said nothing.
I continued this false friendship.. Just waiting. Wanting something more. I knew then. It wasn't right. Kept reaching out, for hope.
Day after day. Moment after moment.
Breathing takes millions..

Day comes, where I ask.. What is this?
Look, I'm in the mirror. You have so much to give.
Just leave. Leave him..

Is love really so simple?
I didn't want to face it. The possibility of loss. I didn't want to admit it. But I guess, we all have to face the music. Let go. Move on.

so I left

still bleeding, on this page..

~End~

Description
write me a letter.
let me feel your soul on the pages.
the ink from the pen, your sweat and tears.
the broken, vulnerable self.
the strong, confident self.
the scared, hiding self.

bring it all to me, here
Let me breathe in and feel your heart.
Let me shield you from the hurt you've felt before.

You said together. And I was afraid. I didn't want to hurt anymore. Was tired of it. Tired of feeling, like this..
Breathe me in. This empty room. And I'm on the floor, staring at the ceiling. Close my eyes again, to retrace my steps. Of how it all came to this.
You said, it was nothing. It didn't matter.

But I saw you. With her.
The way you looked at her. And felt her hand, against yours. The way you smiled. I knew then. I knew.. And still, said nothing.
I continued this false friendship.. Just waiting. Wanting something more. I knew then. It wasn't right. Kept reaching out, for hope.
Day after day. Moment after moment.
Breathing takes millions..

Day comes, where I ask.. What is this?
Look, I'm in the mirror. You have so much to give.
Just leave. Leave him..

Is love really so simple?
I didn't want to face it. The possibility of loss. I didn't want to admit it. But I guess, we all have to face the music. Let go. Move on.

so I left

still bleeding, on this page..

~End~