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hospitals..
hospitals?
hospital lights.
it's the lights you see.
driving us insane. though we're not that far from reality.
we have our own you see.

~~~~~

I was a straight A student. Perfect in every imaginable way.
You could say that. But everyone has secrets, don't they.

I was high.. once.
Got caught.
Didn't care. Everywhere I looked was just lights. Bright ones. Hypnotizing. Appetizing. Like I'm the main course for your creations.
So create me.

With your blood, sweat and tears. Ignore my fears. It's the heart that's created. Left in rain, undefeated.
I'm just a person, and insect, a flea. Begging for the raining to stop the flow of blood inside of me.
Little demon, so small. Do you want as well, to escape this world of wrongs?

So here we are. Aren't we?
I'm wrapped. In a straitjacket. Those little flying bugs.. Aren't they cute?
What? Can't see them?

We're different.
The reflection isn't me. Trapped, bare, naked inside this small-minded reality.
Where love is bought at the cheapest price. Where being gay or lesbian can have you killed at the roll of a dice.

Pretty little flower. You will one day wilt.
Did you find love beneath the grey skies?
Or did your lover leave you, like so many of us are.. wanting.

It's the want, you see.
Isn't it? The crave? Desire. Want.
Break it.

Just, slowly.. Make me into a hole, for you to shove your pills and vodka.
So I can be useful to you. I'd rather be used then alone.

I want you to break me too.
But I'd still want to kiss you. Just one more time.
Like the old times. The memories left in our brain. Because you're beautiful.
Don't you know that?

I-- It's not possible..
So I'll stay here, in my room.
With the small lights. Stealing my thoughts. Treasures. Small victories.

I loved you, you know..

~End~

Description
hospitals..
hospitals?
hospital lights.
it's the lights you see.
driving us insane. though we're not that far from reality.
we have our own you see.

~~~~~

I was a straight A student. Perfect in every imaginable way.
You could say that. But everyone has secrets, don't they.

I was high.. once.
Got caught.
Didn't care. Everywhere I looked was just lights. Bright ones. Hypnotizing. Appetizing. Like I'm the main course for your creations.
So create me.

With your blood, sweat and tears. Ignore my fears. It's the heart that's created. Left in rain, undefeated.
I'm just a person, and insect, a flea. Begging for the raining to stop the flow of blood inside of me.
Little demon, so small. Do you want as well, to escape this world of wrongs?

So here we are. Aren't we?
I'm wrapped. In a straitjacket. Those little flying bugs.. Aren't they cute?
What? Can't see them?

We're different.
The reflection isn't me. Trapped, bare, naked inside this small-minded reality.
Where love is bought at the cheapest price. Where being gay or lesbian can have you killed at the roll of a dice.

Pretty little flower. You will one day wilt.
Did you find love beneath the grey skies?
Or did your lover leave you, like so many of us are.. wanting.

It's the want, you see.
Isn't it? The crave? Desire. Want.
Break it.

Just, slowly.. Make me into a hole, for you to shove your pills and vodka.
So I can be useful to you. I'd rather be used then alone.

I want you to break me too.
But I'd still want to kiss you. Just one more time.
Like the old times. The memories left in our brain. Because you're beautiful.
Don't you know that?

I-- It's not possible..
So I'll stay here, in my room.
With the small lights. Stealing my thoughts. Treasures. Small victories.

I loved you, you know..

~End~