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let's say I get high one night.
Now let's say you're there. Present as I take another taste of the sweetness of alcohol.
The kind that makes you forget all the bullshit that we live through.

Let's say I made eyes at you. Let's say I wanted to love you that night.
No lifetime commitment. Just, have me for a night.
Let me pleasure you.

Let's get drunk. And forget all.
Forget that you're straight. And that I'm gay.
Let's just forget it. We give each other a good time.
It's hot. And fun. And wet.

And we love it for a few minutes.
I wanted to do that with you a while ago.

I wanted to kiss you.
Feel your hot breath on my neck.
I wanted to be beautiful for you.
Fuck the labels.
We're just human.

Let's say I loved you, for that moment.
So I could again forget.

Forget the needles in my arms.
The coke up my nose.
The breathe. The breathing.

The beating my father gave my gay ass.
He said I was possessed.
Heh. What bullshit, right?

Let's say that one night was forever.
And let's say I'm stuck here in the bathroom.
School is such a drag. I deal.
No drinks this time. Just me, and a razor.

I cut.
(Big surprise, right?)
Would you just kiss me?
Say, maybe we meet up after school.

And we have a hot time at your house when your parents aren't home.
I wanted to remember it.
To remember that I'm human. As fucked as I am, I wanted you.

Now, let's say you forget me.
Got what we wanted, then we left it.

I may never see you again.
But let's say that that one moment..

was forever..

Description
let's say I get high one night.
Now let's say you're there. Present as I take another taste of the sweetness of alcohol.
The kind that makes you forget all the bullshit that we live through.

Let's say I made eyes at you. Let's say I wanted to love you that night.
No lifetime commitment. Just, have me for a night.
Let me pleasure you.

Let's get drunk. And forget all.
Forget that you're straight. And that I'm gay.
Let's just forget it. We give each other a good time.
It's hot. And fun. And wet.

And we love it for a few minutes.
I wanted to do that with you a while ago.

I wanted to kiss you.
Feel your hot breath on my neck.
I wanted to be beautiful for you.
Fuck the labels.
We're just human.

Let's say I loved you, for that moment.
So I could again forget.

Forget the needles in my arms.
The coke up my nose.
The breathe. The breathing.

The beating my father gave my gay ass.
He said I was possessed.
Heh. What bullshit, right?

Let's say that one night was forever.
And let's say I'm stuck here in the bathroom.
School is such a drag. I deal.
No drinks this time. Just me, and a razor.

I cut.
(Big surprise, right?)
Would you just kiss me?
Say, maybe we meet up after school.

And we have a hot time at your house when your parents aren't home.
I wanted to remember it.
To remember that I'm human. As fucked as I am, I wanted you.

Now, let's say you forget me.
Got what we wanted, then we left it.

I may never see you again.
But let's say that that one moment..

was forever..