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Do you ever want to play me?Like your violin you love so much.
I've heard you play. You're a god of music.
Beautiful notes, all in succession.
Beautiful..
Like the night we spent together.
One of the best moments of my life.
It was like a dream.
At first, I didn't think you'd notice me.
I just walked into the club. Nervous as hell.
I'm not very talkative. And mostly keep to myself.
I have dark blue eyes. And a sweater on.
Even though it's July. .. Don't ask why okay?
It makes me uncomfortable..
I saw you.
That night.. You were more than breathtaking.
More than beautiful. So much more..
Even more than that, you came to Β talk to me.
Me.. I sometimes wonder why you did.. There's nothing good about me after all....
People change.
They use words.
Words we've all used before. Just for a chance
A chance.. That's all it took..
So I said what the hell.. Whets there to lose. Other then myself..
You Β were charming.
You talked about where you came from. Your high school..
You were very intriguing..
Was I in your dreams as you slept?
I'd hoped so..
Maybe some people, just aren't meant to be together..
So I drove you away..
I was insecure. When you pressed for a reason, I couldn't tell you why. That my demons were darker than yours..
We spent days together in silence.
I wanted you to go. But you didn't budge.
I wanted to thank you, for taking the time to know me.
It was the best thing that ever happened to me..
And I know you'll think me selfish..
You always had me figured out.. Except for this..
This is something that doesn't speak.
Yet is everywhere at once.
This is something I can't cover with my sweater.
This is powerful. Stronger than me. Stronger then you. Stronger then us.
And this is why I have to leave..
The day will come when you remember me.
You'll think back on it I'm sure.
These marks are too shallow.
My pain runs deeper then the knife.
I'm sorry I left you.
But I will treasure you always...
My love..
My life..
~End~
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Comments: 18
Sakyriai [2015-11-17 23:36:13 +0000 UTC]
... it hurts worse than a blade when you think things were going well ...
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PyroShadow18 In reply to Sakyriai [2015-11-19 08:19:33 +0000 UTC]
It is. Unfortunately..
I hope you're doing well..
*gives you a hug*
Take care okay.
~J
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Sakyriai In reply to PyroShadow18 [2015-11-19 08:35:58 +0000 UTC]
I'm feeling better, but I know my emotions still linger in that direction
Thanks
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PyroShadow18 In reply to Sakyriai [2015-11-19 10:16:36 +0000 UTC]
I see.
Take care okay. I know it's hard..
But I'll be here if you need someone to talk to.
~J
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TheConfusedVampire [2015-11-17 01:31:55 +0000 UTC]
Yeah.... That has happened to me....
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PyroShadow18 In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2015-11-17 01:37:04 +0000 UTC]
*hugs*
I'm sorry this happened to you..
Are you doing okay?
~J
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TheConfusedVampire In reply to PyroShadow18 [2015-11-17 01:38:59 +0000 UTC]
Yeah. It still hurts sometimes. It was my best friend who I had a crush onΒ actually. But, since then I've discovered I'm gay and he was the wrong gender, so, yeah. *sigh*
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PyroShadow18 In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2015-11-17 02:13:21 +0000 UTC]
I see.
Β I hope you'll be okay.. *sends you hugs*
Take care..
~J
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TheConfusedVampire In reply to PyroShadow18 [2015-11-17 04:08:13 +0000 UTC]
Of course. If you ever want a new friend, message me.
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PyroShadow18 In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2015-11-17 12:14:58 +0000 UTC]
Same here. I'll be your friend if you like.
~J
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PyroShadow18 In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2015-11-19 08:19:58 +0000 UTC]
Cool. We're friends now.
~J
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TheConfusedVampire In reply to PyroShadow18 [2015-11-20 23:40:33 +0000 UTC]
Yay!.... How are you?
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PyroShadow18 In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2015-11-21 16:08:33 +0000 UTC]
I'm doing alright. How are you?
~J
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PyroShadow18 In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2015-11-22 21:12:25 +0000 UTC]
That's good. I'm happy for you.
~J
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PyroShadow18 In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2015-11-26 00:55:19 +0000 UTC]
You're welcome.
~J
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