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screaming.

screaming inside. you're screaming.
but your lips are closed. and your mind is racing.
over thinking, as you put it.

you love.
without restraint. without boundary.
you have people in your life who you would do anything for.

you're a good liar.
your smiles lies through your teeth.
plastic face. choose one that fits.
you are immortal, in this sense.
people see you. talk to you. but it's still not you.

because you don't know who you are.
you find the word 'identity' confusing.
you're afraid. deathly so.

you think about dying.
drowning.
overdose.
anything to numb and stop the pain.

but it's not that easy, is it?

lie or truth?
but the lie is the truth. and the truth is the lie you set between your lips.
scraping lies off your tongue.

you want a kiss.
to be kissed. you dream of it. crave it.
to be that intimate.
that wanting. it's okay.

you just don't think you're worth it. in spite of all your good talk. It'll get better. You're beautiful.

Those words are true. To an extent. But they don't apply to you. Because you're not beautiful. Are you?

I don't know.. What is beauty?
We're struggling.. Again. My plastic face fits well..

You know the world is painful. That's why it hurts.
That's why you're protecting yourself from the pain of loving..

You love, but cannot accept love.
It's hard...

I know.. We'll keep you safe..

~End~

Description
screaming.

screaming inside. you're screaming.
but your lips are closed. and your mind is racing.
over thinking, as you put it.

you love.
without restraint. without boundary.
you have people in your life who you would do anything for.

you're a good liar.
your smiles lies through your teeth.
plastic face. choose one that fits.
you are immortal, in this sense.
people see you. talk to you. but it's still not you.

because you don't know who you are.
you find the word 'identity' confusing.
you're afraid. deathly so.

you think about dying.
drowning.
overdose.
anything to numb and stop the pain.

but it's not that easy, is it?

lie or truth?
but the lie is the truth. and the truth is the lie you set between your lips.
scraping lies off your tongue.

you want a kiss.
to be kissed. you dream of it. crave it.
to be that intimate.
that wanting. it's okay.

you just don't think you're worth it. in spite of all your good talk. It'll get better. You're beautiful.

Those words are true. To an extent. But they don't apply to you. Because you're not beautiful. Are you?

I don't know.. What is beauty?
We're struggling.. Again. My plastic face fits well..

You know the world is painful. That's why it hurts.
That's why you're protecting yourself from the pain of loving..

You love, but cannot accept love.
It's hard...

I know.. We'll keep you safe..

~End~