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Published: 2016-04-25 23:00:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 52; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Description Love

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Love is..
Love is?..

Nothing. He said with a smile.
He's down again. In that spiral, between what is right and what is evil.

Evil?
Sure.
I have my moments.
More than a few. They come and go, like stars.
I wish I was one.
I'd shine bright like a diamond. Or, however the song goes..

I hate it.
Hate it. Hate it. Hate it.
Take it away.
All of it.
Don't care. Just do it!
Let me bleed a little longer..

Help me?
I don't need help..
DON"T LEAVE!
..sorry.

depression is a sickness. but i'm drunk on it.
we live and die each day. we're the problem. You know that don't you?
I am a liar, with a smile. so you won't think I could do something so horrible..

How blind are you?
You don't see me. Not at all.
I pretend.
Having a good time. Drinking it all in.
While running away. Because the time of day was never meant for me.

I'm sad but happy. Happy but sad.
Oh now. Only one.
Emotions? I hate them.
Blur out my lines so I'm erased with no trace of the aftertaste of disease and remedy...

We're fucked. You know that too, right?
Yeah...
We know.
We're just stuck.
Stuck here.

Can I have another drink?
...
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Comments: 13

GrayValkyrie [2016-04-26 18:57:39 +0000 UTC]

The thing about stars is that some a duller because they're farther away. I think that's the kind of star you and I would both be. Distant, running away from everything, hiding in the dark sky.

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PyroShadow18 In reply to GrayValkyrie [2016-04-26 21:09:12 +0000 UTC]

There are times where I do want to run away.
Times where I just want to leave my body, and not be here.
Those times aren't good times. But I try to hide it.
I want to hide. Sometimes that's all we can do..
Thank you though.

~J

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GrayValkyrie In reply to PyroShadow18 [2016-04-27 15:29:19 +0000 UTC]

It would be nice if there was something we could do other than running and hiding. Maybe someday, that will change.

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PyroShadow18 In reply to GrayValkyrie [2016-04-27 22:36:40 +0000 UTC]

Maybe.
I hope things are going well for you.

~J

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GrayValkyrie In reply to PyroShadow18 [2016-04-28 16:01:12 +0000 UTC]

Off and on. I hope things start making a curve upward for you, too.

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PyroShadow18 In reply to GrayValkyrie [2016-04-28 20:34:11 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

~J

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RainbowGlambert [2016-04-26 16:55:50 +0000 UTC]

Beautifully dark

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PyroShadow18 In reply to RainbowGlambert [2016-04-26 17:10:07 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Glam.
My mind was going different places when I wrote this one.
Take care okay.

~J

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RainbowGlambert In reply to PyroShadow18 [2016-04-26 17:14:14 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome. Thanks you too and hang in there.

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PyroShadow18 In reply to RainbowGlambert [2016-04-26 21:07:17 +0000 UTC]

I'll try.
And you're welcome.

~J

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RainbowGlambert In reply to PyroShadow18 [2016-04-27 20:31:44 +0000 UTC]

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PyroShadow18 In reply to RainbowGlambert [2016-04-27 22:32:49 +0000 UTC]



~J

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RainbowGlambert In reply to PyroShadow18 [2016-04-28 21:37:43 +0000 UTC]

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