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another day.
another mountain to climb.
if I can make it, I'll conquer the world.
but we both know it was never that easy.

we're self-destructive.
dedicated.
we wanna flip and the sound of the switch hitting the floor

snow outside
but still no joy for me
i'm waiting for you to get home so I can yell at you again
tell me i'm worthless
that I'm a pain in the ass
relish in my pain and agony
little things, like birds flying
then I see us and I'm holding your hand while you're dying

I didn't mean it
Didn't mean for it to get this far
but now it's happening and there's a huge gap in my heart
only to be filled with your voice and the choices you make, to tie me on to the bed and watch me beg for it to stop while it bleeds
we're dedicated, it's true
but there's just something about you

something cold, like ice-cold fingertips
tripping on my words, making this dark rush feel like dead silence
it's intoxicating, full of love
i wish I could make all the stars come down from above
so I could show you just how much I love you
in a wreck. you seem to have fallen off the track
it's death-defying I know
wait for the curtain to fall then tell me how much you really know about me..

little wishes.
small wishes
to live, and die
so easy, yet so far behind you
I stand on an island, surrounded by your voice
and it's killing me inside, because there is no choice
no little voice inside my head, telling me now that I'm better off dead

but I know that's what you want
you always said this thing is toxic
so we make love and fuck and then you tell me to get out; you lost it
again, just like the times before
I wish you could see you through my eyes
i'm a falling mess as I land now on the floor

holding my legs, begging for this all to stop
but I know it can't, it won't, it's a windmill and I can't break apart anymore...

silly little things..
to love
to break
we're dedicated it's true
to the self-destructive paths we choose

but I could never be like you
even though I just wanted to say,
I love you..

~End~

Description
another day.
another mountain to climb.
if I can make it, I'll conquer the world.
but we both know it was never that easy.

we're self-destructive.
dedicated.
we wanna flip and the sound of the switch hitting the floor

snow outside
but still no joy for me
i'm waiting for you to get home so I can yell at you again
tell me i'm worthless
that I'm a pain in the ass
relish in my pain and agony
little things, like birds flying
then I see us and I'm holding your hand while you're dying

I didn't mean it
Didn't mean for it to get this far
but now it's happening and there's a huge gap in my heart
only to be filled with your voice and the choices you make, to tie me on to the bed and watch me beg for it to stop while it bleeds
we're dedicated, it's true
but there's just something about you

something cold, like ice-cold fingertips
tripping on my words, making this dark rush feel like dead silence
it's intoxicating, full of love
i wish I could make all the stars come down from above
so I could show you just how much I love you
in a wreck. you seem to have fallen off the track
it's death-defying I know
wait for the curtain to fall then tell me how much you really know about me..

little wishes.
small wishes
to live, and die
so easy, yet so far behind you
I stand on an island, surrounded by your voice
and it's killing me inside, because there is no choice
no little voice inside my head, telling me now that I'm better off dead

but I know that's what you want
you always said this thing is toxic
so we make love and fuck and then you tell me to get out; you lost it
again, just like the times before
I wish you could see you through my eyes
i'm a falling mess as I land now on the floor

holding my legs, begging for this all to stop
but I know it can't, it won't, it's a windmill and I can't break apart anymore...

silly little things..
to love
to break
we're dedicated it's true
to the self-destructive paths we choose

but I could never be like you
even though I just wanted to say,
I love you..

~End~